SWEETsuicideLOVES

Friday, January 30, 2009
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11:43 AM
my head feels so HEAVY..
so please STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM.
going out with UNCLE lawrance 10 monutes later.
omg.
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continued~
went over to a coffee shop which sells china food.
ah ma, ah kong, ah bee, ah sim, zek zek, gugu and UNCLE boon was there.
i was intro to lots of people =) :
candy, cindy, old buddy frenky and old buddy lawrance.
love making new friends but i dont like to take the first step.
lawrance they all keep on say i very sky.
of cause i shy la.
everyone keep looking at me.
gave everyone try my brownie,
everyone said nice.
frenky even brought the whole box of brownie home for wifey.
=))
i was like so quite throughout the whole day,
everyone talk i just listen.
CAILENG back to my old self le =))
recently i dont really like to talk much like i used to.
i dont go mad like i used to.
perfectly normal..
after lunch he brought me home.
slept in his car right away when i went into it.
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I HATE MYSELF FOR MY STUPIDNESS.
I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT TREASURING THE CHANCE GIVEN THE OTHER TIME.
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO SI BAI.
I HATE MYSELF FOR HORRIBLE ATTITUDE.
I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE PEOPLE TRUST ME.
I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE.
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brithday wishes dont come true so dont waste your time wishing.
anw BENEDICT HAPPY BIRTHDAY
its the beginning og something new.