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But I'm not wasting my time,
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Saturday, July 31, 2010 ; 7:24 AM
SUNDAY.
went out with clynston,
meet him at bugis for food first and after that for a movie. ong bak 3
for the very first time he didnt sleep when watching movie LOLS.
after that went home.
MONDAY.
back to school.
had host meal. teriyaki rice.
as usual potato salad, cutting of breads and boiling of eggs.
dinner with sujata and jane.
for the first time this year i went home alone.
harold got stephen liao forgotten all about me liao :(
TUESDAY.
as usual , no life same thing.
boiling of eggs, cutting of bread and all.
host meal lor mee.
clynston wait for me to end school.
and off jane, me , sujata, clynston, jolynn for dinner.
my toast :D
awhile later kenny, stephen and harold came.
stephen joker!
clynston send me home.
WEDNESDAY.
as usual again!
host meal i forgotten what it is.
adeline brought koii for me :D
off to serene centre after sch for foie gras :D
shopping in cold storage LOL.
i went pushing the baby trolley :D
had fun.
brought valamasca finally :D
THURSDAY:
same same same!
host meal braised chicken rice :D
nice nice.
best host meal ever.
after school clynston send me home.
went for a walk with him and bibi.
he damn emo.
his ex still like him , but he's mine now so who cares.
FRIDAY:
same .
kebab from clynston but nv eat cause capsicum!
he burn and cut his hand!
went home with junwei, stephen, his gf and his friend.
argue with clynston.
went drinking with eugene.
wouldnt be coming back to production next week so i was like shanhua for more den a month u cannot see me liao.
and he was like sian.
and after that i was like happy right he was like no! come back so i can disturb you.
and after tat i saw him again when i was leavin sch i was like shouting BYE YOU WOULDNT BE SEEIN ME AGAIN and everyone laugh.
shanhua really change a lot after i started talking to him.
he used to be so quiet and shy.
but now he's so noisy, daring. hahahaha had fun serious when shanhua is around.
dinner with sujata and jane :D
harold got girl problem so talk to me and ask me to intro him to girls.
LOL.
i will miss the whole awesome friends alot.
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, July 25, 2010 ; 8:28 AM
yesterday went to school for makeup lesson.
hmm, as usual i boiled eggs and i ate nuggets :D
poor sujata, had to do all the cleaning up and all cause no one wants to do it.
call chef lawrance to give me gong bao ji but den leh he nv give me :(
so was like intending to go to queenstown for mickey mouse pizza BUT harold say it was lame so didn't.
(sujata me and harold)
went to vivo instead cause harold wants to go SENTOSA to meet his girl.
but before that went for food CHICKEN RICE.
all the way to vivo just for chicken rice LOLS.
ok well, doesnt matter cause all of us are hungry.
harold's curry chicken was damn oily, my food was super salty. too much MSG.
after that harold left, walk around with sujata.
went to PETS SAFARI. OMG I SAW TOY POODLE! damn cute, but to me my baby still the best.
i even saw snowy, russ and lucky. LOL.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fun, me love dogs !
after that went to the water water place to slack.
omg damn shoik but guess what A MALAY SMALL GIRL TOTAL SPOIL MY MOOD.
i was sitting down there, looking at the view playing with water.
the girl started swimming in it, nvm, she even throw stones! and worst of all splash water.
wonder why the parents even dare giving birth to her when they have no intention of looking after her.
serious i like kids but i just hate it when they cry, they shout, they do fucking irritating things and most of all the parents just hack care like they own the world.
the only kid i love was just berber, and ever since my cousin was given birth, i fucking hate kids cause he's like a demon.
everytime cry, shout and worst of all take belt hit people, even dare to pour the soup on the floor when i am about to drink.
spoiled kid.
ok well back to the topic. after all the fun and distruction! went for some shopping.
weeeeeeeeeee shopping. and eeeeeeeeeeeee for not getting anything.
went bookshop to look at books and clynston came.
went off with clynston and bye to sujata.
went hougang, to his house to put bag and off for cake.
after that tampines for dinner.
after dinner went home.
feed bibi muffin which i brought for him at pet safari, totally regret.
he just mess up the whole kitchen, whole floor full of muffin bits.
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, July 23, 2010 ; 7:11 PM
wednesday:
beehoon from dear dear :D
do egg mayo, bread, this and that, same as everyday, sian.
clynston send me home. :)
bibi bark like mad.
thursday:
beehoon from dear dear again :D
do the same thing, cut carrot, onion, MUSHROOM and celery.
make Q cream and i cut my hand.
i was like harold help me take plaster, my finger bleeding.
and he was like helping me paste plaster in the end, look like ET finger.
but thanks anyway.,
disturb shan hua and shan hua disturb me, as usual i would eat a lot of things and he was like eat only eat only.
he steal my knife! but i found it.
chef call me go deli do live station, sell chicken rice burger.
OMG 15 mins sell all, talk to the angmo and the angmo say i very shy.
when i just keep my mouth shut and say nothing.
didn't have lunch cause the food is like fried for host meal.
brought MR bean and trained with clynston:D
friday, today:
make potato salad, garden salad, bread, tomato and etc.
disturb shan hua again and this time round he was like way too over.
not like what he used to be, steal fruits to eat but offer me, disturb me and talk too much hahahaa.
kind of fun having him around.
he's like more open and even dare to bully me.
stephen keep making me laugh as well, playing with his imagination, gun.
shoot shoot shoot LOL.
and i was like making my super manly voice and everyone was like STOP IT.
host meal fish and chip ,fried food, sian, fattening.
kenny told the what gong bao ji from chef william class omg damn nice.
went home with harold, jolynn.
back home fish and chip again, oMG DAMN SIAN
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 ; 7:56 PM
went to school brought breakfast for sujata and XIN SHI.
emo the whole day and many was like HEY LYNETTE YOU TODAY VERY XIA LAN HOR.
i keep on shoot weiliang and harold.
yesterday jolynn was like nagging at me over THAT THING.
and this morning was like the same and harold was like STOP IT.
i couldn't take it anymore, so i was like emoing one corner and kartono saw and he asked me why.
and so i was like telling him and i almost cried.
but things turn out better after kartono told the rest about it.
and they were like as a friend i dont want to see you hurt so we say all tt but it's ur choice.
:D
but back to square one it's all about her.
shan hua really brighten up my day.
i was like shan hua GOT SUGAR PEA ON THE FLOOR, wan eat?.
and he pick up and wanting to feed me and i was like DIRTY.
and he was like i help u wash and i was like running away and shouting DIRTY and he say nvm next time i help u D4.
hahaha.
oh ya went around school selling watermelon.
earn 8 dollars for selling 16 watermelon.
harold pangseh me nv go home with me :(
went dinner with jane and jolynn had steak and udders :D
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, July 19, 2010 ; 7:31 PM
Sunday:
went out with adeline, clynston and weixiang.
I GOT KOII FOR BREAKFAST :D
thanks dar dar adeline.
clynston was late! weixiang late!
went k box at ehub and off for a movie.
i swear weixiang damn noisy!
LOLS... ok well i admit i was too.
and i went crying when i thought jacob was about to die LOLS
after that dinner with ade and back home and went slacking.
Monday, today:
i got breakfast from my precious baby girl.
sway day! lost my ezlink, problems and more problems.
harold say i very simple minded, stupid.
got chocolate from clynston :)
and den was like emoing the whole morning.
ok well thx sujata from listening!
me love you.
dinner with harold and jolynn.
got a so call advising in the train.
ok well this is what i felt.
after such a long time i am finally able to let it go and move on.
but it seems like no one is please with the decision i had made.
i know you guys are worried that something bad is going to happen cause i'm stupid.
stephen say boys like to act pitiful, harold say things started too fast.
and so all this keeps me thinking.
because of me, my friends are sad, because of this and that people are sad.
just because of a choice i made things just go so wrong.
all i want to do is just to run away from it, i don wish to face it. what if i got hurt again what if things arent'what i think it is.
what if my friends are right what if i am wrong what if all this is a misunderstanding.
i'm lost i really am. looks, height it's doesnt matter but all this really makes me think about it like no tomorrow.
trust faith. who the hell know what the hell am i thinking of.
acting like you know what i wan acting like i dont know what i wan cant i just have a time to really think about it by my self?
OMG! WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING!
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, July 18, 2010 ; 7:29 AM
yesterday.
went over to cityhall to meet sujata first.
after that off to mosburger for FOOD.
was like talking to wx on the phone and sujata went over to fetch adeline.
after that went kbox to meet wilson, jane, donny, sweeboon, joseph, bernard, gerwyn and kartono.
weeeeeeeeee was fun it's been so long ever since i sang.
was the best k session ever, with wilson around it's really very enjoying, he nv fail to make me laugh.
haha.
gerwyn and bernard singing not bad and for the first time sujata sang loudly :D
good job keep it up girl :D
after awhile jane left followed by joseph.
as usual, harold fang wo men fei ji. ;(
wilson left as well after singing.
so the rest of us went for FOOD at MOF.
weeeeeeeeee, udon! i nv eat hahahahaha. im like udon crazy.
order shabu shabu instead.
eat halfway, FIRE WORKS!!!!
damn chio x3
soooooooooooo romantic but the person beside me make it not so romantic (sweeboon) hahahah kidding :D
well well, i got shocked by it :D
sweeboon say i got 3 c. cute, chubby and clumsy
but fot me i think is cute cheerful and caring hahahahah bhb i know!
after food and fireworks back home!
trained with gerwyn.
and today,
k session again :D
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, July 17, 2010 ; 9:00 AM
wednesday.
forgotten what happened. as usual disturb shanhua, jolynn and kenny.
and boil my eggs ,as usual, make sandwich, egg mayo, peel sugar pea x3.'
i am so crazy about cutting mushroom but kenny don allow :(
went home with jolynn, but before that went for dinner with sujata, jane and jolynn.
ok well had a so called girls talk and its all about me. hahaha
cause to me nan ren bu shi hao dong xi and jolynn was like talking sense to me saying maybe all this is affected by my parents and past relationship.
i ignore my precious the whole day cause of something she said,
i'm sorry.
and thanks dar dar for listening to what i have to say :D
thursday.
went to school had a heart to heart talk with sujata about my past relationship LOL.
and thanks a lot.
(because of it i feel much better and really, thanks )
i got mr bean beancurd in soya milk from wx.
and hmmm, sujata cried cause jolynn keep picking up on her.
ok well, hope she feels better after what i told her yesterday.
no one is perfect, at least u tried.
knock into shawn's friend when i was like playing with cherry.
keep laughing at cherry dirty jokes and disturb shan hua as usual.
you know what cherry told us a lot of angmo everymorning will pee at orchard LOLS.
and we started talking about angmo LOL.
went dinner with harold at burger king and he keep rubbing my blue black.
FRIDAY.
blue black gotten more black.
and i was like harold ! see so black liao and wilson was like arent blue black suppose to be black?
LOL.
got water, sweet and chocolate cake from clynston
sujata nv come, due to what happened on thursday.
(please face it stop running away, i dunno what you are thinking about and feels but i am willing to be there for you when you need a shoulder to lie on.trust me you are already good the way you are just that mistakes are done sometimes.)
shanhua was different today!
usually he will be like give me that diao look when i look at him, but today he smiled LOL.
he grab my hand and i thought what, he was like rubbing my blue black and say rub den will heal.
and so harold did the same thing too -.-
break time, was like sitting outside boys toilet eating and first a guy came and ask me new uniform ah, and i was like gong gong and jane said ya and ken was like why nv answer him and i was like i dunno him, he like crazy one! and ken was like yah. later about 5 mins later a girl asked me about me buying cake and i did the same reaction as i did before and jane was like she nv even buy cake today and she walk away.
and i was like omg another crazy one! and ken was like yah and jane was like you very famous especially with crazy people.
laugh at chef dirty joke again.
he was like shouting at ken why you wan wear bra izzit and at that time weiliang and i were like laughing very loudly and chef came in and say to weiliang why you wan wear also?
and started scolding weiliang for not cutting the bread straight and said must be like bra strip thickness not like this and i started laughing and chef was like got spoil one or what bring for weiliang let him hold onto it for whole prodution and we all laugh.
chef teach us how to make knife cover and wilson was like yawning and chef disiao again.
harold went toilet with me cause i stomach pain :D
harold press my blue black i pinch him and we were like blocking and pinching all the way and everyone were like boy girl skinny skinny no kiss LOL. and chef was like standing outside looking and we didnt notice.
and later he shouted workout ah? and all of us laugh.
when it's time to go home, chef say the one who need to hold bra, stay back last mob and we laugh LOL (weiliang)
we were like talking about sat kbox and i was like harold sure put fei ji den chef was like don at production fang go outside fang LOL.
dinner with harold, jane and wilson at mosburger.
omg found out wilson so devoted to the girlfriend! one malaysia one singapore can last for 3-4 years, and was just maple friends.
soooo sweet. LOLS.
laughing at wilson and was like totally fooled by him really thought he brought his hdb for 5million -.-
trained with harold, rubbing of blue black again , so pain :(
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 ; 6:46 PM
monday:
host meal chicken again but this time round food not bad ba.
weilaing call me the onion dice pro LOL.
dar dar came back to school and i got apple strudel from dar dar :D
went laughing like hell in kitchen.
laughing at cherry dirty jokes.
wilon say lend me your knife but he asked me for my butt instead.
and everyone started laughing.
i disiao kenny and jolynn :D
went home with jolynn and harold.
KNS harold disturb me like hell.
tuesday: today.
went to school super early, the door is not open yet.
dear dear brought noodle for me :D
got cake from jasmine :D
kena disturb again, this time round the joke was about me like shanhua and getting together.
LOL.
and so i join in the fun, harold ask where is shan hua and i was like in my heart and all he fun begin lol
(i don like him at all)
and i got kind of paiseh cause idk why.
went home with harold and jolynn :D
harold call me pig!
and tell shanhua got me as gf good cause i can find truffle LOLS.
(pigs can find tt)
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, July 10, 2010 ; 11:16 PM
suppose to meet clynston at bugis but he came to tampines instead,
so met him at tampines and off to bugis for movie.
we were at iluma at around 1++ but movie starts at 4 so went around bugis.
laugh, talk, walk and went over for food.
he was like eating and i was like looking and we both were like laughing.
LOLS.
watched predator. too much of talking and i still want to watch my eclipse :(
walk around and off we go our separate way.
he went home and as for me, i went over to look for caicai, fatbun, jay, kokhui, jazz and lee huang.
clake quay for food and i spend 4 dollars on one small ice cream (the size of my thumb and they brought a dollar ice cream which is like the size of my hand )
total was of money i know and i bet the 1 dollar ice cream taste better.
intended to go pubbing but due to time and some reason we didnt went but off to chomp chomp instead.
i didn't went chomp chomp, got tired all of a sudden and headed back home.
ok well i regret not bringing my SLR out :(
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, July 9, 2010 ; 10:09 AM
Tuesday:
meet harold at simei mrt.
took a train down to cityhall and started walking round raffles most of the time looking at rolex watches.
james saw me and didnt say hi to me but he sms me and say he didnt want to disturb me and my boyfriend -.-
harold and i was just friends -.-
awhile later went over to meet shanhua and brought burn cream for haoming cause he burn his hand in charcoal.
slack with harold and shanhua at mac.
and was like smsing sweeboon, he lied :(
i pity him and intended to pay for his cab fare and food sia.
idiot so this is how people cheat girls for their money.
anyway, after junyang, joseph, gerwyn and sweeboon arrive we went over to newyork newyork for food.
halfway went out with sweeboon to buy cake for joseph as its his birthday.
and after all the food, the waiter bring out the cake and joseph was like happy :D
haahaha.
went siahuat with harold, shanhua and joseph while the rest went charcoal for work.
shanhua bully me, keep pasting price tag on me, i dont mind at all but guess how much i worth ?
a dollar only!!!!
even my LV bag also kena a dollar price tag.
hahaha.
after all the fun went home :D
wednesday:
it's a quite day in school without sujata.
as usual, i was like in sch super early.
was there 1 and a half hours early.
host meal was coconut rice with chicken and egg.
and im sick :(
went over to solo 2 to teach those secondary school people.
it's kind of fun. ahahaha.
went home alone as harold will be going home late.
thursday:
sujata is back :D
did nothing in school, boring daY.
AND I WAS LIKE super sick.
haoming brought lemon honey for me and jasmine pass it to me :D
thanks
got scolded for eating tibits, hashbrown and chocolate as i'm having sorethroat.
host meal was steam egg, fish. nice nice but i cant taste anything.
LOL
went home with jolynn, esther and kenny.
friday, today:
HOME! BORING DAY.
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 ; 7:04 AM
yesterday :
jane came back :D
i didn't almost nothing, what i did was 150g of chopped celery, 4l of mushroom cream sauce and help harold and shanhua peel onion skin.
sujata was like wanting to take some plastic spoon from high up in the cabinet and wasnt able to reach ans so she called me.
but i wasnt able to reach too so i call harold and kenny was like sujata call people lah like lynette always call harold.
LOL.
kenny kissed harold, i think, but i nv see that is what i heard.
and when it's time for clean up, i was like so call mopping the floor, and kena scold for not doing it the right way.
(i nv do housework de)
den jolynn asked me next time how to marry den i say marry someone who will do all the housework or maid.
and kenny say nvm harold will do all the housework -.-
i think people start to have the wrong idea of me liking him, totally impossible.
and next an angmo came in all the guys see sia and i saw like oh i thought u all say the guy chio, nvm the angmo boy oso not bad but quite old.
and shanhua was like nvm what ur type!!
and later i went out and wilson group was out there.
and he started to say dont give people false hope, later shanhua like you how, and i say will not de lah and he say you keep on disturb him and i say harold oso got disturb -.- and he say harold will not fall for you one and i say i oso nv go and say hey i like you leh only friends and i walk away go see if july intake got handsome guy not LOL.
(DONT HAVE ALL NERD LOL)
went home with harold, shanhua, jolynn, logann, bernard, shawn, azmi,kartono.
harold bully me in train again ! argh. dont let me listen to my music and even tie my earpiece on the handle.
anw i got myself a doggy bag for BIBI :D
pink color one :D
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, July 3, 2010 ; 7:41 AM
TUESDAY:
production started at 7.45am to 5.45 pm.
had rice for hostmeal, KNS and shanhua disturb me!!
i never talk to him in sch before, like ya cause he is a very shy and quiet guy.
and now he disturbing me copy what harold did :(
hahahah azmi stalk me to sch xD as usual
cut cabbage, 10 kg of mushroom and chop parsley .
went eat with jolin, sujata, arthi.
WEDNESDAY:
production starts at 7.45am to 6.30pm
had rice for hostmeal again, kns. shanhua keep on bully me lor LOL.
ren bu ke mao xiang.
peel 10kg of potato and cut all of it into small cubes and cut redbell peppers.
chef gave us salmon shashimi
home with junwei laugh like hell in the train and everyone is look like us,
i know my head and hand!.
THURSDAY:
production start at 7.45am to 4.45pm
peel 10kg carrots, 9kg of potato, cook chicken curry, chicken chop.
help to lay out the insert and pan flip the vege pattie.
host meal was beehoon, finally something edible.
home with junwei again.
and now people think i like junwei cause we disiao and i beat and all think i like him. -.-
he is younger den me for heaven's sake.
FRIDAY:
production was actually from 7.45am to 11.30pm
but went at 10am cause chef call me and arthi to come at that time.
peel potato, carrots, cut carrot, cleaning.
and too bus to greenrigde sec for outside catering.
in the bus, chef lawrance and chef samson were behind me.
i keep laughing like hell for what the have to say.
lawrance keep on disiao lor.
samson was like stop behaving like a monkey so childish you are not behaving like a mentor.
and lawrance was like what am i behaving
and samson was like like a dog.
lawrance keep making girl girl voice and keep making me laugh like hell,
and i was like laughing and lawrance was like bu yao siao.
and samson was like they are not laughing they are just disappointed with u.
hahaha.
reach greenridge, damn stress, gan jiong.
pack all the dishes and when the gun start, we have to serve 300 packs.
so pour soup, all finish, main course, dessert.
be if boy or girl, u have to carry all the heavy things down to the van.
after that cab back to school to wash everything.
was fun but tiring.
D.D fetch me home along with sujata, jolin and junwei.
its the beginning og something new.
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