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But I'm not wasting my time,
Over something which is not worth it. |
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010 ; 1:26 PM
going for my ear operation later.
so yup, wish me luck.
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, September 27, 2010 ; 12:12 PM
YESTERDAY,
harold's dad came over to pick me up as usual,
went 100+ for lunch.
harold pound medicine for me :D
and it's kind of stress when harold's mum, dad and him keep staring at me eating the pound medicine.
hahahaha.
went off to shangri-la.
bus to F1 location.
i saw quan yu fong, chen bin hui, chippendale(man stripper, they are super hot! bryan chan especially :D), the guy who dance for the visa card advertisement, one china actress and etc.
GUYS there gone crazy over a china woman. she wore a dress which is just covering her butt, low cut till her belly showing her bra. super tall somemore.
chef timonthy, hate him to the core! order people around, but he himself just sit down and sleep and further more look down on girls.
he saw wei xiang from ITE carrying a heavy thing, hand shaking, he still ask him to go faster and have no intention of helping.
i was under cold kitchen, helped with king crab plating.
chan bing hui came over to get some food from me and he took a photo of me *shy*
wei long gave me beef to eat.
keep on eat dessert with jian wei and wei xiang.
went smoking with jian wei, wei xiang and wei long and later andrew and etc came.
jane came as well and left smoking corner with her.
upload and unload the things.
but for me simple, didn't really move a single thing justs stand there see that handsome chef.
he's like 23-24 years old. super build and ok when u first see him, quite handsome but after awhile ok la cause his lips very thick.
and i lvoe his hair!
walk quite a distance to the bus went crazy.
angry with harold (forgotten what)
walk and smoke and jane was like laughing at me saying my action very funny.
and jane was like harold y u so happy and harold was like no i m sad den weiliang started laughing and i started laughing as well and laugh for like a few minutes, can't stop.
and the people behind started laughing as well.
and all of a sudden i just feel like singing the wa mend di wa meng di song.
( the taiwan show call ai)
reach shangri-la cab home with harold, jackie and a malay guy.
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, September 26, 2010 ; 10:51 AM
YESTERDAY .
Harold"s father came over to pick me up,
Went toa payoh to eat.
After that to shangri-la.
Chef uni, I got L cause s and m no more.
Bus to F1 location and everything started.
Jane hand caught fire.
2 head chef argued.
Ate lobster , lamb, snapper, chocolate and desserts.
I m in charge of red snapper , main course.
After a while chef Wilson asked me and a few girls go to off first,
Back to shangri-la unload the things.
Wait for weiliang and Harold.
Cab with Jacky, a Malay guy, Harold.
And today I'm sick, but still need to go down
Finally the last day, I'm able to sleep for longer hours tonight
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, September 25, 2010 ; 10:54 AM
YESTERDAY:
went harold house to meet him,
after that cab to shangri la.
went up 4 floor to take chef U, my one like E.chef got black line de :D
bus to F1 location, separated from jane, azmi, harold, weiliang.
get to make lots of new friends.
weixiang, weixiang brother, jianwei, etc.
(if i am not wrong i think he is weixiang LOL)
prepare, serve buffet.
dinner sucks, chilliS
saw 3 angmo ming xin.
left place at 12++ going 1.
wait for cab, cab with harold, melissa and sean reach home 3+.
melissa stay at 848, didnt know :D
bye bye off to shangri la liao
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, September 24, 2010 ; 8:29 AM
the first day of work at F1.
:D
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, September 23, 2010 ; 11:12 PM
Went Harold house,
his father drove us to wendy"s to meet Jane azmi
Brought food awhile later Donny and Joseph came
Went shangri-la briefing,
After that Mac to slack.
Harold got super pissed with the guys next table, cause keep diao.
Siao one! Almost got fight?
Went paragon to get nuts.
Donny and Joseph di siao Harold and I,
Donny keep on say feizai let's hold hand, all those mushy things .
Saw us hold hand oso disiao.
Friends cannot hold Hand meh.
Lol
Went home after that.
Didn't meet Zhanghua, too lazy :)
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:34 AM
YESTERDAY,.
meet harold at east point, sweet talk and after that went for lunch at a china shop.
braised pork rice x3
a leopard nv change it's spots!
harold promise kenrick not to smoke but in the end smoke 7 sticks!
trained to funan, walk around funan, slack slack, went smoking area wait for azmi.
told azmi, donny, karmah, new SFT we not going charcoal tired.
meet jane at cityhall intending to call her join us for topone in the end she manage to convince us to go charcoal.
LOL.
went charcoal, boring!
everyone was like you and harold bla bla bla.
even suwandi say: " not together but soon".
was like making fish broth, harold was like making chicken beside me, karmah was like dont disturb -.-
siao lang.
sore throat, stomach pain the whole night argh.
after charcoal.
jane, harold and i sit that the station there wait for jane's answer.
she dunno where she wanna go.
so waited.
after that she decided to go home so we left as well.
harold send me home again.
and he smells like smoked fish! cig + fish
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010 ; 11:12 PM
Harold's father drove Harold over to my place and drove us to tanglin.
Went shopping with Harold for his new chef boots,
He damn choosy -.-
After getting what he wan, went focum for Mac :)
Azmi arrived.
Went shangri-la with the both of them, pass chef our bank book photocopy and left for charcoal.
Arrived at funan, saw kartono.
He say Jane kena stalk so all f us go city hall mrt wait for her.
Lols
Saw Jocelyn and gym teacher.
After knowing Jane is alright went off with Harold, Bernard, Kenyon , azmi.
Sujata look emo today.
Sore throat.
Everyone were like asking Harold if we were together. Lols
Chef let us draw lots see who can go home early
Harold and I get the chance to go back early so while waiting for Jane and the rest the both of us went for a so call date.
Clark quak. Sit sit talk talk walk walk.
Went back charcoal meet them and Harold send me home.
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:58 AM
went shatec to take comprehensive.
was there at 6++ when it starts at 8.
tooo gan jiong already.
black box got fish, i m weak in fish.
make bell pepper sauce, pilaf rice and panfry fish.
TMD, fish not cook. :(
chef adrain say my everything look like chicken rice.
my sauce look like chicken rice chilli.
the recipe i copy gorden ramsay one lor.
so i think i fail need to pay 200 for retake :(
i burn my hand again :(
after comprehensive, went town with azmi to meet harold.
walk around meet jane and weiliang
i keep on tell harold that's why you like me right den weiliang laugh and say BHB.
went shangri-la hotel for breifing.
went home after that super long breifing 7-9+,10.
harold send me home.
hahahaha.
today meeting harold at simei go shangri-la
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, September 19, 2010 ; 11:38 AM
photos on fb
went charcoal,
as usual old chang kee for breakfast.
did pizza for host meal, share one whole pizza with sujata and that short SFT.
that short SFT keep on disturb me.
harold and joseph throw ice into my chef uni.
kena shoot by ah yang and gerwyn.
af charcoal went smoking area with harold and arrthi.
harold, jane dont allow me to smoke, so yup I"M STOPPING.
im such a good girl :D
went home to change and went over to find puiman for awhile.
off to cityhall to meet sujata.
waiting at cityhall for the rest.
shanhua came, harold came and soon the rest came.
went charcoal for dinner along with sujata, jane, harold, shanhua, kartono, shawn, sweeboon, alex , bernard and wilson.
hmmm, soooo long never see alex, he's damn tall now , tan now , miss those days when he's around.
all the jokes and everything.
their ec soup is horrible, all of us finish it by playing a game who lose who drink all.
i drink about a mouth full den harold help me drink all :D
their main course, salmon burn, undercook, noodle over cook. meatball hard.
sweeboon left, and call harold to take care of me LOL
after all that went funan slack while waiting for donny .
found an unchain bike, so wilson alex and gang started playing with it.
bernard recieve a tissue rose from meiji.
he's like unwilling to let go of it LOLS.
fake rose equal fake love.
when donny arrive all of us go over to bugis for smoke shishaing and drinking.
saw larry, weiming, clemence, mostly 813 people there.
LOL.
drink vodka, hoegarden and i got slightly more drunk den usual.
wanted to vomit and my ears are like block.
sleepy, got sujata apply medication on me.
lie down on harold shoulder and he on keep sayang my head.
and alex was like i never see anything
went home at 2++ cab with harold.
sleep on his shoulder the whole journey, he vomitted in the cab.
hahaha.
he send me up to 11 floor and back home .
as for today, stay at home research for recipe.
tomorrow comprehensive, black box wish me luck
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, September 17, 2010 ; 6:32 PM
Went charcoal,
Oldchangkee for breakfast.
Pinch Wilson and kena kick In the butt with safety boots.
Kns pain like hell
No appetite , ate 2 to 3 mouth only.
Went slack with Harold and went home after that.
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, September 16, 2010 ; 10:24 PM
Shangri-la hotel for interview .
Otw there saw puiman :)
Meet Jane, Bernard, weiliang, Harold at cityhall.
Bernard went home, the rest of us went shangri-la.
Meet azmi at orchard mrt station.
It's so far and can't find the place(human resource)
Reach there, all ite ppl.
Boring!
Kitchen got aircon one.
After that went bugis with Harold and Jane
Wanted to eat the chocolate buffet thing but harold don wan so went shisha place to eat
All so emo.
After awhile went home.
its the beginning og something new.
; 1:50 PM
can't believe that she dump by bro over that stupid mouse-like guy.
bro is way better looking lah.
nevermind bro, single life better, she dont have to control your life anymore.
meet up soon, love you :D
anw, going cityhall to meet jane, karmah, junwei and after that to shangri la for interview, for that stupid F1 thing.
gd bye
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 ; 10:58 PM
Morning meet Harold at cityhall,
Pei him go smoke after that went over to look for azmi.
Went prata shop to eat, worst prata I ever eaten.
Curry taste like garlic soup heng Harold help me take sugar.
Went off, to charcoal.
Season my chicken, for host meal:)
Nice nice, cook rice with special ingredient only shanhua and I know
Hahahaha. Shhhhhhhhh.
Ate quite little, went funan during break for some puff puff
Raining cats and dogs, kartono, me Harold share one umbrella
After that shanhua share oso.
Went over for a hair cut with Harold.
Harold hair damn cute sia look like over grown small boy.
As for me, let's not talk, my retribution for saying Harold past hair style look like wig.
Harold keep laughing at me and my hair :(
Shanhua the only one who realize I got a hair cut.
Hmm, junyang and Darren say I fat Liao.
SMS halfway Harold take my phone don let me SMS, Donny, yang, Harold ended talking sense to me.
Harold even ask me not to cry
Went bugis, top one with Harold, Wilson, shanhua, Bernard, kartono.
17 pages are all my songs hahahaha
Only girl, sing all the lie songs with shanhua and they Start to disiao.
Went for steamboat after that:)
I serve everyone and Harold was like u look like mama ur bf sure fat like shit lol
Train home with Harold.
Everyone relationship problem today.
For me I have nothing to say just wondering y can someone say that he love you but ended up scolding you behind your back.
And also block, delete you on fb.
Tired of it seriously I am, hack care Liao.
I'm like an old toy left in the unwanted toy shop thinking that my owner will be back for me one day, silly or m I thinking too much?
Confused. Sweet talk but at the back all the scolding and all.
How much does your face worth?
Tired. I wan back my previous carefree life.
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010 ; 9:50 PM
Went charcoal.
Happy to see Harold, shanhua and Jane.
Didn't eat much.
Played with shanhua and azmi happily.
Harold and sft disturb :(
Watch fairy tale with Sujata and the guys thought porn -.-
After charcoal went makan with Harold at bugis
Went top one with Harold to look for and and her friend
Her friend thought Harold and were couple,
Cause we close.
After that went back with Harold.
Heart to heart talk.
Hmmm.
He's a nice bf, just that his girlfriend doesn't know how to treasure.
Ok anyway.
Guys can't be trusted.
its the beginning og something new.
; 9:38 PM
Went charcoal.
Happy to see Harold, shanhua and Jane.
Didn't eat much.
Played with shanhua and azmi happily.
Harold and sft disturb :(
Watch fairy tale with Sujata and the guys thought porn -.-
After charcoal went makan with Harold at bugis
Went top one with Harold to look for and and her friend
Her friend thought Harold and were couple,
Cause we close.
After that went back with Harold.
Heart to heart talk.
Hmmm.
He's a nice bf, just that his girlfriend doesn't know how to treasure.
Ok anyway.
Guys can't be trusted.
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, September 13, 2010 ; 6:38 PM
EDITED.
So it's a lie after all.
Thanks I finally realize.
Stupid, silly!
Well charcoal today only azmi, Sujata, suwandi, Shawn, Bernard , Wilson , aarthi and me.
So it's a lie after all.
Thanks I finally realize.
Stupid, silly!
Well charcoal today only azmi, Sujata, suwandi, Shawn, Bernard , Wilson , aarthi and me.
as for the rest, they went to school for comprehensive, mine next coming monday.
Skip meal for the whole day totally no appetite.
Skip meal for the whole day totally no appetite.
after charcoal went cine for a movie with DEAREST.
VAMPIRE SUCKS.
i totally regretted watching that, this is the first movie i keep asking myself when it's going to end.
AND TMD, my precious jacob became a chiwawa.
went home after that.
saw my model manager.
he asked me why i quit and i say because of studies and he say i put on weight :(
Nothing much to say just disappointed.
Good bye.
Nothing much to say just disappointed.
Good bye.
tomorrow 6.30 sharp leaving house.
sian go charcoal alone again
last but not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERWYN
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, September 12, 2010 ; 9:50 PM
Didn't remember what I say last night.
Joseph say that I was mad.
Sweeboon say that what ever I say last night make him wanna laugh.
Ok well, stayed at home didn't join them today.
Hang over!
Tired!
Hmmm, SMS Harold early in the morning he ask me to stop thinking abt clyn and think abt nic and I will get a better sleep
Lol.
I m nt interested in nic! Just that he's cute to me.
And later he start mentioning abt the hotel management guy, who look like clyn.
Lol.
Bo Liao!
its the beginning og something new.
; 10:45 AM
rush to cityhall to find sujata.
on the way saw clynston's classmate.
saw sujata at subway so brought a drink and settle down.
down to charcoal , did croquette. potato spoil , redo.
heng i manage to finish it in time.
all thanks to sujata :D
when EC started,
i plate like hell!
weiliang produce uncook fish and chicken -.-
fish got foil somemore , heng gerwyn ate it if not complain.
another man with super high ego.
ok nevermind let's skip.
harold keep on di siao me with that cute guy.
after EC, went toilet aunty was inside so have no choice to change outside.
den change halfway, policeman came out.
and he saw everything -.-
after that went bugis with harold, sujata, jane, donny, sweeboon, bernard, wilson, joseph, shanhua and kartono.
shisha, chivas, beers , and cig.
LOL.
got high after chivas, joseph drop dead.
played dare again.
jane and harold kiss lips.
shan hua and i kiss lips.
sujata and wilson kiss cheek.
donny and i kiss for fun.
kiss sweeboon on the cheek.
harold and i kiss lips.
(ah ya all kiss la )
sweeboon got kind of scared, cause all kiss.
drink and number game.
donny drunk, wilson drunk till cannot drunk, jane vomitted cannot make it le, sujata at first look drunk, joseph better after some rest, i was kind of drunk as well.
sweeboon, sujata, shanhua, harold, joseph was worried about me.
joseph support me all the way,
harold keep hugging, sayang me asking me you ok a not.
sweeboon brought me downstairs to chill.
shanhua catch me when i am about to fall.
back back , sleep on harold's shoulder.
talk nonsense.
harold send me up.
sms harold till 5 BTH went to sleep.
sms nonsense somemore.
:D
shall ground myself for today.
tired
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, September 10, 2010 ; 9:42 PM
Sushi tei with j, jes, dict, Darren
I paid for all $170++
after that went t mall to meet bao
And went over cs for cats and dogs.
Hmmm almost slept, second time watching it.
After that movie went over to get mooncake for grandma and back home
This week, this is the first day I gt home so early.
Hmmm, going to have a gd night sleep, tomorrow maybe going out late again.
Dearest benji got me a ring :)
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:12 AM
rushed off to charcoal at 11+ when it starts at 3.
all because of aarthi! she can really make someone's blood boil.
call her to help me peel 10 kg potato first as i need to do croquette she tell me no potato, and later she tell me headache.
HENG weiliang helped me.
thanks brother.
ah son told me he saw C with a girl yesterday and after that i gotten all serious.
LOL. doing my job and not cause i care!
gotten super happy later on as that cute guy smiled at me, and harold intended to get his number for me.
joseph emo the whole day cause he fail to get number from her.
did croquette with sujata , thanks girl for the help :D
but table messy ah LOL.
harold keep pinching my face and shanhua keep disturbing me.
well, EC started 80++ pax today.
i was like plating 50 over plates of chicken.
chef say plating almost all same :D
the only thing i say was chicken how many min? faster lei! chicken out! one min!
lol
service was bad mix up all the food and we have to produce 4 more chicken.
after EC take group photo and off to funan smoking courner.
after that bugis for shisha along with harold, shanhua, sujata, jane, donny and wilson
played true or dare.
3 true and when it's my turn it became only dare -.-
i kind of lost my voice cause i shout too much.
1. shan hua drink one cup whole shot.
2. lynette kiss shan hua
3. sujata drink one cup whole shot.
4. wilson kiss harold.
5. harold kiss wilson.
6. lynette tongue kiss jane
7. shan hua kiss lynette
8. jane kiss shan hua
9. harold lick wilson
10. lynette lick harold
11. wilson kiss sujata
12. lynette touch donny face trying to seduce him
13. donny touching his whole body acting sexy
14 so on, forgotten.
i got kind of high already and wanted to go toilet and harold accompany me downstairs.
and he was like keep saying you ok a not? can ? dont drunk leh heavy cannot carry.
went up and play finger game.
i keep losing.
drunk quite a lot.
we had 7 jugs in total.
in the end last cup harold help me drink, cause i really cant take it anymore.
feel like vomitting.
sujata give me plastic bag and harold and donny was like putting all the cups jug in front of me LOL.
so happening.
lol.
too a cab home.
sujata, jane and donny.
wilson and shanhua.
me and harold.
talk nonsense with harold and he say i drunk.
told shan hua i like him, he look at me and walk away.
(play play)
told harold i was secretly in love with him and he was like, me too.
and we started talking about this topic the whole night.
even talk about the future
crazy!
told sujata :" let's get married".
didn't know what i'm saying just got crazy last night.
the rest i cant really remember.
the only think i remembered was harold was worried about me last night.
oh ya, my phone don't bother calling u call me in your phone is ringing but mine turn out to be a off phone blank screen, could only see text mesaages.
so sorry for the inconvience.
will do something about it when i am free.
wouldnt be on-ing my phone today.
lazy to charge.
anything contact through jay thank you :)
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, September 9, 2010 ; 12:17 AM
Reached charcoal at 10.30.
Donny called and ask me to go smoke with him , but the main reason was umbrella!
Feizai was like lynette how could you smoke, and I was like I never and he was like don't lie. Hahah I miss him.
Cut smoked duck, make croquettes, cut hotdog, etc
Donny say my cutting skills improve, fast.
Break time, capsicum -.- hate it!
And event catering started!
67 pax today.
I did plating of chicken and I also went over to pastry side to help out with the dessert
Hmmm, talk to mr angmo, ask him abt the cute guy I mention in the previous post,
That cute guy is not attached :)
But he is a bisexual. Was like OMG soo cool lol.
Saw that cute guy, he off today, and hr came over to support.
Kena scold by suwandi for 3 times
Firstly plating I follow picture he scold me for plating wrongly -.-
Say change plating.
Secondly, Sujata place potato too left and he scold me for plating things too left
Lastly, potato come after I say no potato den kena scold again
Argh!
Anw went Starbucks again with kart, shanhua, azmi, Bernard, Wilson , aarthi, junwei, Jane
Took photo and last train back.
Going out soon :)
It seems like going home , telling him that I have reached home has became a daily routine .
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 ; 1:07 PM
I am now at charcoal doing make up with weiliang aarthi and Kenyon.
Talk about temptation, bastard guys who took advantage of girls and talking and random things:)
Laughing and talking nonsense!
Boring make up did nothing and keep shooting weiliang
-.-
Smoked like crazy .
Weeeeeee.
Chef chase us out of locker room for slacking.
Totally regretted not listening to Harold and Wilson advice
Break time see magazine with jane about boys, sex blah blah blah.
Saw pad in the magazine and ask Harold if he wants and he say cannot fit he need 58 cm lol.
Doony say he 60++ cm lols
There's this hotel management guy damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like super.
Saw bra model on that magazine omg they so fat, ugly
Went over to pastry side to help, get to make new friends all guys.
That cute guy smiled at me :)
Make 43 plating for cake.
Harold got angry over me smoking :(
But ok Liao
Ending charcoal that time went smoking corner smoke with chef lawrance, Donny , Harold, kart, Wilson, Bernard and shanhua.
Chef was like eh ni bian Fei le.
:(
Went back to charcoal chef lawrance give talk, everything was like so serious and at the end part he add, lynette become fatter Liao:(
End that time, Jane kena lock inside charcoal so run back in to free her
After that Starbuck with Donny junwei Jane for some drink and talk.
My cig and lighter kena confiscated by Harold
Went home after that and now going out again :)
its the beginning og something new.
; 12:22 AM
It's been so long every since I blog so late at night.
6 September 2010.
Cab down to funan I.T mall to meet dear for lunch.
Went charcoal after that for afternoon shift.
Everyone was like hey, you broke up with your boyfriend but why you look like it's nothing to you
And I was like I don't know I didn't even drop a single tear.
Maybe I'm not that into him den I thought.
Tears are not meant to be wasted like this.
I was kind of happy and I told Jane it's awesome to be single again.
And I shouted across the kitchen "freedom"!!
Lols
Shanhua sick :(
Get well soon.
Chef Adrain came, give us a briefing on comprehensive
Hmm black box again , this time round it will be anything maybe beef maybe chicken maybe fish.
Pray to god it's something I am familliar with.
Didn't eat much during break.
Donny and I back to our ownself, started talking like we used to ;)
I don't need a man who say that he loves me and all he did was just nothing bt words.
Help aarthi to beat chicken, everyone say I fierce :(
Say beat until very hard, beating c.
Lols
After charcoal, did t went home but went shisha Instead.
Along with Harold, Joseph, azmi, sft, Wilson, Donny, kart,Sujata and Jane
Gotten a bit high, shouting like it's my house.
Got super crazy when Harold , Wilson mention his name.
Like he became someone I hate.
Did talk quite a lot with Donny as well, back to the old times
Back home with Harold and Joseph and Harold told Joseph to send me home as it's late.
So sweet of him.
Played with Joseph in cab like crazy and I asked him if he have started liking me
Lol so random
And Joseph even ask me to take care for the first time.
Vomitted when I got home.
W.l saw the SMS he send me and what he say I find it quite true:"
He change his mood too fast and the things he say to u change to quickly. First was wanting u back after thats being friends and the worst of all is keep wanting to convince me that things which happened is totally my fault. Guys who have such high ego are the scariest. He thinks too highly of himself and just because of face he wants me to delete what I post."
Shanhua still the best:D
I m not sad that we ended up like this, like I say I can breath even when you aren't by my side,you are not the guy I wish I could get married to but I just miss those times we spend together maybe because I'm too used to seeing you everyday.
You care more about yourself your pride, how people look at you and all more den anything in this world.
Even when we were together, u are just thinking about yourself without even realizing it. If you really cool down, think about it. And make a better boyfriend in future.
42, the last one .
No offence!
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its the beginning og something new.
Monday, September 6, 2010 ; 8:29 AM
yesterday:
let's skip the first part and move on to the end part.
went serangoon garden with darren, benjamin and benedict for dinner.
after that went home.
broke off with clynston.
martel the whole night jermaine and gangs.
saw what jermaine sms him that night.
never intended to get back again.
to him everything is my fault and he have no wrong at all.
EGO KILLS.
wouldnt want to be with someone with super high ego.
to him he just know how to tell me to think but him himself is totally fine, need no changes.
it's like he's always pushing all the blame to me making things sounds like it's totally my fault.
he say sorry because he have no choice but to say.
to him i am the one who always cause problems and all, but him totally fine , mr perfect.
making himself so pitiful on facebook, making me the bad guy, nevermind i dont really care.
say all this about me, wrote all those in fb think i still want to be with you ?
xiang de mei.
tsk. hate this kind of guys!
worst guy i ever seen.
like you that time so sweet, have you that time treat you like shit.
nevermind it's over. i was stupid enough to fall for him.
i was blind , i really need a change of spec.
well ok another bad news.
limbin quitting shatec :(
first sean , next alex, and den cherry, after that sweeboon and now limbin :(
i miss all of them.
now comes to the good news.
Donny and i back together again :D
in a relationship it's always both parties fault but now it's totally my fault :D
how cool is that ?
at first i did thought of returning, but after thinking for a while and after seeing what jermaine send to you i was happy that i didnt get back together with you.
you ask to change and think if not i would have the same kind of relationship like our.
den i tell you, this is the first SHITTY relationship i have.
i am sure to find someone better.
and i will willing to change and think, thanks for your comments.
but you i guess all your relationship wouldnt last at all cause you will never accept what people say about you and change for a better.
:D
that's why all 41 relationship of yours fail.
oh ya, you aren't that handsome so stop thinking that you are
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, September 5, 2010 ; 9:16 AM
thursday:
went charcoal,
clynston came over to charcoal to meet me.
went walking around cityhall for food.
so wierd wearing a polo and chef pant.
went to school with him, since he say he will end school early.
but in the end super long, almost fell asleep.
went for food again and went home.
friday:
went charcoal,
ate beef rib eye, etc etc.
hmmm kena scold by chef for not using cloth to hold hot plate.
the plate is not hot only warm den he say hot and started scolding me -.-
no link.
went home straight after a day work at charcoal.
SAT:
went charcoal.
freeze hand bleed,
help him put plaster.
and he was like telling weiliang HAO LAO PO lol.
after charcoal went back home, change etc.
and went cityhall again with clynston.
watched "cats and dogs 3D" sooooooooo cute!
went for food, and all and went home.
SUN, today:
i will stay at home for today to rest.
enough of going out, enough of working , enough of eating
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 ; 5:55 PM
sat.
meet clynston.
sunday :
grandma house.
monday:
back in charcoal.
did host meal with jane, azmi and wilson.
fried rice
went home with junwei./
tue:
charcoal morning shift.
host meal again, did nasi lemak.
jane is the rice master.
i cook ikan den in the end oil all flow out.
after charcoal went haji with jane and harold.
waited for clynston intended to shisha but cannot cause of the dunno what rule the place have.
walk walk with clynston, eat back home.
wed:
host meal, terriyaki chicken rice and cabbage.
went home with harold.
meeting clynston for dinner later on
its the beginning og something new.
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