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But I'm not wasting my time,
Over something which is not worth it. |
SWEETsuicideLOVES
Monday, May 31, 2010 ; 8:50 PM
Baby, I wish You knew just how much u mean to me.
If only you knew just how I feel and so
but I guess keeping it a secret is better den telling you just how much u meant to me
oh
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:43 PM
Sunday,
walk walk at tampines mall while waitin for caileng.
Went expo food fair and saw dionna there.
Took picture and went nigt market for potatos
and offto leng leng house for some tv shows
and after that went tampines one make cake and mine is soooo cute
saw Samson and talk for a while
went toriq to cut cake and gave it to korkors from xi men and tori ppl
and back to tampines one to pass Samson cake.
My cake I gave the whole thinG to Noel.
And back home.
Monday, today
fhh mentor nv come so do nothing for one hour
alex help me buy chicken rice
mp did maths again and was like so boring.
Lunch time nv eat but drank carrot apple juice
demo did nothing as well
n is I did risotto, chicken hahahaha
cab back with Harold and Joseph
and guess what!
I Lena bully in cab, Joseph bully me
and Joseph damn gay!!!!
I swear I regret sharing cab with him he took up most of the space
and he broke my bag :(
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, May 29, 2010 ; 8:21 AM
YESTERDAY.
her boyfriend drove me to town and so i were there early.
walk all the way from shaw to cine to meet up with the rest.
about an hour later limbin, jiayi, sebaz and kevin came.
and so we went suki sushi for lunch.
waited from 12.30 to 2 just for buffet.
and finally get some food to eat.
hahaha.
ok well after a while precious came.
and yes she join us for lunch and we ate till 5.30
in between many fun things happen, me went to buy myself a headphone :D
and i dont allow limbin to go toilet until he say sorry jie jie.
hahahah but he didn't and i am kind enough to let him go.
ok well, after that went party world.
my leg hurts a lot.
and when i took out my heels i am shorter den kevin once again.
awhile later off we go (caileng and i ).
to find noel.
cabby to angel's place for party.
meet samson first and off to angel party.
reuel was there and caileng left to get her things change.
noel was kind enough to entertain me. LOL
awhile later i almost cry, the smoke which was cause by the BBQ was hurting my eyes.
so went over to tm when caileng return.
so off we go reuel, noel, samson, caileng to pasamalum.
caileng over saying things again just a potato chip say until nv eat will die.
lol.
she keep on di siao me and reuel, me and noel and noel keep on di siao me with samson.
LOL.
went tampines mall to find puiman, and noel and i acted like couple.
LOL.
and off to t1 to find xiaoma.
and off to get some presents.
and meet marcus :D
he is still as short as ever :D
imisshim so much until the min i saw him i am so damn happy.
LOL.
ok well. went back angel house, reuel help me take bag and off i go to chalet.
so caileng and marcus was kind enough to accompany me downstairs.
thanks i love you guys :D
and guess what is the sweetest thing they send me , DONT GET DRUNK. LOL.
over at chalet, i got cake all over me -.-
thanks a lot ah my dear.
and after a while went home.
had a great time and today i will be meeting my laogong.
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, May 28, 2010 ; 7:41 AM
OMG SO QIAO.
was like eating xiao wang's pork rice and minutes later reyrey sms me and say hey i'm eating pork rice.
and i was like i am too, xiao wang right.
den he was like yayaayayaya.
and started talking about it LOL.
anw i miss him.
minutes later ade sms me and started saying it isnt worth it.
ahahahhaa, and started with the pig brain thingy.
and she asked me if i need to go hospital.
hahahahhaa my baby ~
alot of darlings sms me ytd, i miss them
as for today meeting limbin and gang first after that cl and after that my mr shorty :D
and off to BBQ. :D
and i am so going to see lots of darlings :D
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, May 27, 2010 ; 8:20 PM
I miss my bloody big baby!
Months ever since I saw him!!!!
Triston baby imissyou.
Imisshim callin me jie jie, so cute.
Anw amk to find ade, brought koii.
Lots of things happen and
I'm super clumsy
five times in a day.
Let's not talk about all this clumsy things.
Had demo and Doris was pissed, no one listen to what she have to
say.
And some idiot just shout at her, I dunno who it was but tt person is freaking childish to even talk to her in tt manner
I was busy playin game so I dunno who is tt childish idiot
ok well Jane was pissed too cause of what Doris say lah, I was shock for what Doris say to her but nvm , we know what kind of person Doris is so not much different from her real self.
I am a pregnant woman today yayayay. Cause I wore the dress which looks like I am pregnant
but I am nt
got this so call speech.
And yes we did well.
Went outside had a chat with b class, Lynn and a girl I just met.
Wow cat fight, almost.
Went home with Harold and Joseph in mrt, a lady sit on the floor like no body business and sell tissue for 2 dollars
and I was like I thought only 1 dollar.
And Harold was like cause mrt sell, gt aircon so price went up.
Tm to meet mama and went home
talk to my darlin and she gt damn pissed cause I nv meet her
but she oso nv jio me out le
but we are still
madly in love with each other lol
tt all bye bye
tml finding shorty :)
imisshim
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:41 AM
LIKE A KID WHO NEVER GROWS.
ok well i miss sec school life more den i love shatec life.
everyone there are like so childish.
childish as in the way of thinking and not the action part.
i'm not sayin that i am mature myself.
but serious people there doesnt think about their future and things like that!
(not saying about the girls)
well.
in sec school, we study, we play we manage our time.
pon sch when its like a few months once without mc but now in shatec student can just get mc and pon sch every single week.
JOKES.
wan pon den don act sick lah.
another thing is!
cough only, get mc. JOKES.
ok well people say age doesnt matter but to me it does.
it would be a disgrace if a 20 over year old get a cert of a N level.
if you are serious with this cert , you will be serious with your sch work and sch hours.
but it seems like sch means nothing to you.
pon as and when you one.
just get mc fake a sick and tt all.
gain nothng but failure!
what have you achieve in life by doing that?
ok well i can say i spend my one year (2009) doing nothing!
what i achieve nothing at all for the past one year!.
so now its time for me to go back on my knees and gain something for life.
i a 18 year old thinking about it and really working hard for it,
but i cant see A 20 over year old person being serious as well!
yes say only ma!
i study when i get home too but people just ah ya sch study can liao.
fail den fail lah.
hey hello, it's future in your hands.
dunno what a 20 year old thinks.
ok well.
enough already.
if you think i am talking about u den its you.
if you think it isnt den it isnt.
as simple as tt.
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:28 AM
tuesday,
stayed at home cause i got myself 2 days mc,
went tm for facial with gold fish eyes.
after that went home.
went down to meet james, vick, sam, sean and nick.
talk talk and back home again.
wed,
went to school for practical test.
i guess i fail badly but nvm I"M sick so what do u expect from a sick person :D
i pass my sauce nia.
went for mp.
woooow. i did maths :D
hmmmm, after that kfc with joseph and harold .
and back home.
middle of the night crystal called and so talk talk and back to sleep.
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ; 11:30 AM
went to school for some dining thingy.
ok well its like the first time i attend this kind of things by following the correct way of eating and etc.
i was like sitting beside harold.
and when i want to sit or walk away he have to push in and pull out the chair for me :D
food are first serve to ladies.
and the way of drinking soup, eating a main course are totally different.
which means COOL.
on my right side is junyang. so call the HOST!
ahahahah he damn sian sia.
he look like a married man, or should i say now getting married man.
in front of me was alex and beside him was azmi.
and beside harold was darren because of all of them my whole dining thingy became a laughing scene.
and i think my marks got deducted.
LOLS.
joseph was behind me .
alex and azmi put salt and pepper in mango puddin.
darren told me cheese cake can jian fei(when it is zhen fei)
harold call me to tell joseph to control and so i did it when joseph food arrive.
and joseph ask me to control as well.
i did not complete the whole meal cause im not feeling well so.
i gave almost everything to harold too.
alex and azmi add salt and pepper into the mixture of coffe and tea.
and when i was drinking my tea,
alex fold a paper frog and started playing with it .
and it jump into my tea.
LOL.
ok everything was quite fun.
after that went bukit batok polyclinic see doctor with harold alone.
cause both not feeling well.
hmmmm, waited for 1 hour plus number till so far, so went mrt there to see doctor.
ok well doctor gave me 2 days mc and later since ah boon, gerwyn, kartono devid end sch.
went over to meet them and eat eat .
and go home.
harold and i from red to yellow to green line.
almost 2 hour in the train -.-
he even act as in he dunno me!
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, May 22, 2010 ; 9:14 AM
Monday,
After demo went home with sweeboon, Bernard, gerwyn, kartono.
Went bishan to get koii. And off to yoshi to get.
Sweeboon was with me and we starting talking about some personal matters.
Tuesday,
went home with Harold.
Wednesday,
is, cook fish.
Chef say my presentation not nice, not interesting :(
daisy lesson, celebrate chef Jason birthday.
He was super happy and surprise :)
after school went hilltop eat with gerwyn, kartono, sweeboon, Shawn, Bernard and Jane.
And den go home
Thurday,
went holland v for dinner with cherry, Sujata and Adeline.
Hmmmmm, food was average but damn expensive.
We spend a total of 250$
after that coldstorage saw this guy wa Lao look like idris sia
voice oso. I think is a flirt too.
Friday, yesterday
I'm
sick.
Cooking and chef was like y ur dish no taste one.
Went for mp and I wasn't feelin tt well
daddy came and bring me home.
Ade came too and look after me
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, May 16, 2010 ; 5:02 PM
thursday,
NO SCHOOL!!!
friday,
school for I.S,
i thought school ends right after I.S so i just wore a short and t to school .
and guess what i totally dunno that there is MP after I.S
i did chicken kiev for I.S but kena scold by chef cause i keep cooking that.
LOLS.
i can't think of anything else to cook le lah LOLS..
when i am done with all my cooking adeline accompany me around level looking at B class cook.
wa lao i saw ben holding his food and he was like u wan and i was like dog food
and i didnt know it was his friend's cooking ahahaha.
chef lawrance so cute LOLS like buddies.
hmmm, went MP wearing my I.S pant and t and i look like an aunty.
-.- i even have my hair tie up.
talk about chef birthday and went home after lesson.
this few days too much in my mind, dont really feel like going out.
all i wish to do was just lock myself in the room and sleep like a PIG.
i know i am a pig.
sat,
sia huat with D.D and Darren.
and after that prawning for like freaking one hour, 3 prawn.
all because D.D say maybe one prawn each!
argh.
oh ya did i mention my rod stuck up at the roof top again! and this time round hard to pull it down.
thanks to D.D i manage to get it down.
so it's like short isn't a good thing.
intending to go clubbing with all my loves but i was just to lazy to get out of the house after prawning.
sun, today.
i had super blur vision today,
woke up i bang my head onto the wall.
-.-
ben and dict came over.
intending to go swimming with them but decided not to.
i'm just so lazy to leave my computer desk.
ahahahaha.
but it's like so boring nothing to do with the net!
i skip movie, i skip shopping.
i'm becoming a zai niu :)
how cool is that.
ok well, i dunno what to say.
there's just so much in my mind right now.
how i wish i could tell you just how much you mean to me.
but i'm just so afraid you might just walk out of me.
nvm, maybe it's better off like this.
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, May 13, 2010 ; 10:06 AM
yesterday.
had I.S and this time round very special.
group one and two join for I.S.
so it's like damn freaking hot and pack with ppl.
hmmm i did pan fry fish with roasted potato serve in mushroom sauce.
chef say plating ok :D but mushroom for the sauce should be cut smaller.
chef lawrance when crazy, going around scold people.
normally we dont have to clean the pots and pan dry and ytd we need.
hmmm, went outside of solo1 saw black mama cat and 2-3 kittens.
sooooooo cute lah.
one was with an infected eye just like jacob.
oh i miss jacob.
took jane's fish to feed kitten and mama cat.
and another pregnant cat came over and eat all the food away.
so selfish! LOLS.
went over to change and off to BL2 to study for the upcoming test.
hmmmmm, haoming did give me some clues but none of it came out LOLS.
but thanks anw.
after school went airport with joseph and harold.
the ate popeye and i just sit there and watch and you know why ?
I AM ON A DIET, and they keep tempting me.
ok well, as usual got bullied.
joseph keep tickling me harold oso.
and when we were like on the way to t3 harold pull me and dont let me move
and you know why ?
cause got reflection always at the very same spot they will start laughing and call me to stop and you know why?
cause my reflection short and fat LOL.
even me myself see le oso laugh till stomach pain -.-
after tt went home .
otw back home damn scary even harold oso scared.
this joseph suddenly become so gay!
keep on take photo of harold and say those rou ma things to harold
as for today whole class no school.
harold, joseph, junyang, darren going malaysia.
and i'm not going LOL
stay at home try to sleep but baby keep barking damn irritating.
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, May 10, 2010 ; 5:41 PM
Brought am porridge to sch to eat
Sch started with fhh
mentor damn cute, handsome
is an ang mo
next was daisy lesson she nv come so chef saw take over
talk about salmon competition winner can go other country :)
not sure if I wan join nt
after demo went home
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, May 9, 2010 ; 10:05 AM
before i start happey mama day to all the mama in the world.
yesterday.
pretend to bring baby out for a walk, but was actually buying a cake for mama day.
hmmm, i thought it was yesterday, cause someone told me so but in the end i found out it was actually today.
ok well took the cake out of the box and place it in the fridge so mama would see it when she open the fridge.
hmmm, as plan, she open the fridge and started smilling to herself.
haha and she say i thought u bring bibi down for a walk and meet your friends.
and i say yup but i didn't tell you i was buying a cake.
ok well she was surprise :D
plan 1 success.
went back to sleep.
lunch time my turn for a surprise, CHICKEN RICE FOR LUNCH.
thanks D.D :)
i only ate 1/4 cause not hungry, just woke up.
intend to study, study 1 chap and back to my video and games.
totally not in study mood.
at night was like intending to meet darlings but was too lazy to go out so yup didnt go.
got a surprise from JUN and guess what.
jun make a candle of heart downstair my house. so sweet.!
and blah blah blah.
carry on and went breakfast with mama at swensen.
and finally back home.
i wan sleep and afternoon STUDY! A MUST
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, May 8, 2010 ; 7:52 AM
thur:
cab to school cause it's like freaking hot and otw to school pick sujata up since her house is over at clementi.
went west mall for our lunch and headed back to school for demo.
learn souffle :D
after that went over to BL1 for speech i am the last one.
who ever was done with speech can leave and guess what shanghua, alex,irin, wilson, idris, adeline, sujata waited for me.
alex keep making me laugh and mentor was like POINTS DEDUCTED.
:(
but overall i did well, as told.
hmmm after that went west mall for dinner and off to pasir ris to find bernard, gerwyn, kartono and sweeboon.
and yes prawning for like 2 hours i got 2 prawns.
and yes sucks.
we can see the prawn moving but no prawn wan to eat at all KNS.
sweeboon caught nothing cause he gave me his rod haha.
after that went home .
friday, yesterday.
school for I.s. cooked souffle.
chef say my cheese souffle nice :D but one over flow.
the vege one harold keep laughing :(
say look lik pandang cake.
LOL.
gave swee boon all my souffle, see how nice am i! u keep complaining i give haoming my is food nv give you so now i give u lor.
(but in fact, he doesnt really like it cause both vege and cheese souffle contain cheese and he hate cheese haha)
but after forcing he ate it all but the cheese one he gave gerwyn half lah.
next lesson was daisy lesson did nothing.
hmmm, went home with harold.
was in the mrt for like more den an hour LOL.
cause someone committed suicide at bedok mrt.
i saw the suitcase and people in gloves and even polices LOLS.
as for today,
i got a surprise for mummy cause it's mother's day
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, May 6, 2010 ; 7:20 AM
PEOPLE WITH NO LIFE!
totally no life....
monday:
day one without chef jason with us. he went prison.
for what? hmmmm. helping out not cause he done something wrong.
started with FHH. learn about body shape and the clothes to wear which is suitable for your body shape.
i am apple, pear!
after that was MP. BORING !
and lunch went over to KFC with sweeboon, sujata, jane, kartono, gerwyn.
and back to school for demo another mentor.
but he's quite cute and good.
after that was IS. pissed!
april intake always take a very long time to end their lesson.
they did not end at 3 (real timing) but end at 4+.
so its like the later they end the later we end as well, when our lesson end at 7.30 lah.
new chef walk around teaching people unlike chef jason.
(but that doesnt mean chef jason isn't good)
new chef ask me buy new knife cause my knife not good :(
he even taste our food and give us comment unlike chef jason who just see and not eat.
went for dinner with sujata and ade.
tue:
went amk to buy koii with ade.
and off to sch by cab.
got lagsana from boon and softshell crab from haoming.
ko and MP our free time.
and after that demo learn kebab, sauteed prawn and caramari.
dinner with sweeboon, kartono, adeline, sujata, gerwyn.
i shoot sweeboon, gerwyn shoot me .
wed,yesterday:
stay at home whole day.
never go school.
alot people never go as well.
yup yup.
today:
wish me luck for speech
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 ; 9:28 AM
xiu ling athena who ever you are YOU THIS BITCH.
didn't your parents tell you not to take something which doesnt belong to you?
or is it because you look so damn ugly that you have to take people's photo.
or is it because you dont like what your parents give you.
i am not angry you stealing my photo, i feel sad for your parents to have such a child.
one word, digrace!
ok well firstly i am called LYNETTE TAN PEI LIN not what shut name like xiu ling athena.
i bet i look much more prettier den you tt's why you took my photo.
but nevermind plastic surgery will help you.
secondly, i am not in a complicated relationship, i'm single.
and i dont live at hougang bt tampines. i am not 19 i'm turning 18 -.-=
my interest is not nightclub, movie, make friends.
it's more like singing -.-
and my favourite music is not hotel service bla blah blah but chinese songs.
i dont go zouk, never before.
and i dont say this types of word/ things!
if you want to act like you me please have the basic first. you this faker.
fake until so fake still wan fake LOL
bitch
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, May 1, 2010 ; 8:16 AM
today really really need to go hospital to visit grandpa liao.
cause yesterday i NV go, lazy.
OK well many things had happen.
and the most unlucky thing is that all of it falls on the same day.
which is 29 April 2010, Thursday.
grandpa(dad side) warded hospital on that day and grandma(mum side) sister pass away.
OK well, I'm not sad about it cause i don't really know them.
this grandpa of mine don't really like me cause the thinking is still the old fashion one.
what boys are way better den girls thingy.
and for my grandma's sister, i didn't see her for a very long time. ever since i was a kid.
so it's like OK sad for one thing but not because they are close to me.
sad for grandpa cause dad must be very worried and sad over him.
and the hospital bills he is going to pay must have been giving him a hard time.
hopes everything will be fine real soon.
and for grandma's sis.
i am sad cause i think grandma must be crying day and night cause the people around her are leaving her day by day.
first is her hubby , den her mum and now her sis.
she has a very bad leg problem, all the pain she is suffering is already enough why adding more pain.
if there's really god in this world, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO HEARTLESS.
(sorry i don't believe in all the god bullshit)
if you are telling me that you will pray for me or something, just save it cause god is not going to do anything.
he is not going to give my grandpa(mum side) back, he is not going to give me a complete family and he is not going to make everyone around me to not suffer.
when i say complete family is dad coming back not another mum or dad.
when i was young grandpa(mum side) dote me the most but when i was 2 he left me,
the image i had towards him was all blank, i knew grandpa was close to me cause mum told me and it's not because i remember it.
and know what i dont even remember how he looks like.
all i could remember being in a complete family was mum and dad arguing every single day.
so what? and why?
why must this keep happening.
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:58 AM
Thursday.
went over to amk to get koii along with adeline.
went back to west mall for mos burger.
saw 2 GAYS harold and junyang, dating.
hahahaha
they keep feeding each other fries.
and 4 of us went to school together.
hmmm, brought 4 koii one the cup break so left with 3.
lesson started off with demo.
learn lasagne and gnnocchi..
and off for miss shu class.
she ask us to read an article about ris low -.-
all the boomz and all.
went home with devid and harold. hahahah
harold bully me in train. LOLS. wanna steal my file somemore.
friday, yesterday.
went to school for pratical.
cook finish passsssssssssss food to jiayi and asked her to pass it to haoming LOL.
and got a salmon dish from limbin, i think.
haoming laugh at my worm :(
dunno why.
and jane boyfriend got me beancurd and chicken rice. thanks thanks.
after that was miss daisy lesson, went off after a whort while.
went library to look for sujata and saw sweeboon,
he damn bo liao i beside him he still wanna facebook me LOL.
went west mall with limbin, jiayi, adeline, sujata and theorell.
see got movie anot but went fishing (prawning) instead,
was like so much fun, 2.5 hours for 50 prawns(all).
i catch 20 lah.
limbin caught the super big one.
ok well one of my prawn fly up to the roof and cannot be found.
another one hit a man beside me LOL.
an uncle teach me how to prawn the correct way haha.
welll, since haoming is not here, i cook and poke the prawns when they are alive.
hhahaha first time doing it so well fun fun fun LOL.
called boon to bring me home but in the end ask him not to come cause very ma fan.
from amk to yishun to tam den to serangoon not soon lu. yup.
but thanks anw.
its the beginning og something new.
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