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But I'm not wasting my time,
Over something which is not worth it. |
SWEETsuicideLOVES
Thursday, April 30, 2009 ; 6:48 PM
School end early today (:
went toa payoh to find aunt.
went over to her shop for facial and limin was there (:
after that off for a hair cut.
and back home (:
super busy this week.
tml out with marcus, ah pui, jeff, lengleng.
sat BBQ with qing they all, church maybe.
sunday ????
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qing brought all this for me
new hair cut, SUCK!!
yesterday
that day cook mushroom soup for family.
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ; 4:18 PM
All at once i fell into a state of profound melancholy.
In life there's just things which you are unwilling to let go of.
no matter how hard you try, it just wouldn't go off and left you with a huge scar.
you can say that i am mad, you can say that im insane,
i'm just not myself this few days.
i just hope all those thoughts would just go away.
until now no one really understand, just NO ONE.
i want a life which i could make decision on my own,
and not people asking me what to do.
I don't mean to hurt you i really don't.
i'm just scared of losing the one i like again, so i choose things to go this way.
past really reflesh, the scene where me and him broke off the scene when he suffered being with me.
i really didn't mean to hurt you. i just don't one history to repeat.
i would rather end everything now den getting more hurt in future.
you guys can think that i'm just unreasonable, making compares and staff.
but as you can see i really need more time than expected to really forget about him.
to me he's just a guy who really know me quite well, and someone who i can really talk to in need of help.
he may look bad but he isn't, i feel more of myself when i am with him.
the best friend i ever had and will never forget.
( there no feeling ever since the day i told puiman that i given up )
and further more i will never be able to replace the strong feeling he had for her.
i am sorry i throw temper at you the other day and point you that thing hope you could forget about it.
and bibi STOP CALLING ME WHEN I'M SLEEPING I HATE IT.
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yesterday house pratice cancel, so went over to kartib with alex and moses.
had fun.
as for today, slack with bibi, james, sam, lex, vick, zack and one of james friend.
got scolded by james, for crying in front of him LOL.
after that home.
tml off to toa payoh (:
anw roy i miss you!!!!!
like hell!!!
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ; 5:40 PM
WOULDN'T BE ONLINE FOR DAYS, COM SPOIL.
ANW horse sorry.
other than sorry i can't think of anything else, but sorry.
sorry sorry sorry.
dont emo be happy (:
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, April 26, 2009 ; 1:56 PM
HAHAHA SOON SOON SOON!!!
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Soon i will be seeing Benecdict, Boon, Jared they all with BOTAK HEAD.
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wahahaha.
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anw ben good luck in your training ah. hahaha.
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and happy protecting (:
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and btw ROY I MISS YOU LIKE HELL LA.
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haven been going out with you lately~
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i miss you like omg omg omg.
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meet up soon ya.
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and REE you too!!!!
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(i miss you 2 damn much, 2 of my precious darling (: )
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:16 AM
well well well,
before i start just wish to say a few words.
CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE STOP F*KING CALL ME...
it's like when i didn't answer means I'm busy, or even if I'm not busy, picking it up or not is none of your problem.
ONE CALL IS ENOUGH!!!!
you don't have to go like call until answer those kind of thing.
if you think you have all the money you have than just donate it to the people who need it,
cause i simply don't need that stupid kind of money.
i just know you guys for like less than a month and you guys were like calling me over for meet up almost everyday.
are you guys insane, you think i don't have to sleep or have no plans for myself.
i'm not born to answer your phone calls alright.
and i'm simply not interested in the topic you guys are talking about.
cause I DONT BELIEVE IN THOSE THINGS AT ALL...
anw yesterday,
i didn't went church!!!!
went town with leng and than meet jeff.
all the way jeff was like messaging me and calling me
and than SOMEONE WAS LIKE BESIDE ME HAVING THE MOOD OF JEALOUSY.
hahaha.
after that went over to watch 17 again.
and off to bedok.
to find lun.
he brought us to 77.
okay well, looks kind of like 813 alright,
i miss 813 days.
riding days and more. (not him)
went home and saw beibei (derek), zack, boyfriend(james), mingming(weiming) and lex( alex)
slack with them for awhile and took zack bottle of beer and drink.(not open one)
haha.
and he went mad cause i didn't leave some for him.
and beibei and boyfriend(boy de friend) were like scolding me ma.
cause they say i will go mad for sure due to me being a lousy drinker.
LOL.
back home talk to leng and than jeff call in and you know why cause leng go tell him,
"you like lyn ah, lyn say one''
idiot!!!! i was like making her angry and she was like really think it's true =.=
how stupid can aunty get.
and jeff was like telling leng did you make things up.
and i was like LOL. leng he helping me leh.
haha.
after a while went to sleep.
lalalalala.
photo will be upload at photo bucket due to the number of photos.
http://s120.photobucket.com/albums/o176/deadlyme1992/25%20apr%202009/
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, April 24, 2009 ; 10:07 PM
AH PUIMAN AR,
good news for you bad news for me.
next month you will be treated with zen.
oh boooo~
and yes i'm the one, you and leng guess correctly i'm still the first LOL.
and for him, maybe you can really move on le ba, you wouldn't be so worrying anymore.
the feeling, the relationship, the past all will be kept deep down inside me.
i will nv forget those days we have together (:
and just let us both move on, good luck in jioing her ah (:
all the best i will still pray for you (:
its the beginning og something new.
; 6:51 PM
i seriously hate people who doesn't treasure their friendship.
good friends are hard to find,
friends who you get along well with are also hard to find.
and some idiots just wanna end this friendship.
i know it's none of my fu*king problem.
but den leh it really make me angry,
you will regret once you really lost.
argh!!!
school was alright~
gymnastic SUCK!!!!
have to see the pervert MR BOTAK!!!!
after sch dad came over to fetch me,
and than off i go to meet lun, horse, xiwen and leng.
lun bring his baobei. (the dolly head)
and some of you may know i'm scared of it, and tt's also the reason y i quit nursing.
cs eat,
went t1 after that xiwen and lun went off.
horse, leng and i went yoshi eat and than back home.
later on not going to meet boys group for drink cause dont feel like it,
AND not going over to meet michelle and company don't really feel that well.
anw shall post pic of today.
(please dont wu hui)
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i'm feeding a horse haha
horse feeding pig LOLS
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, April 23, 2009 ; 6:50 AM
MY VOICE IS WORST THAT YESTERDAY!!!!
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OMG!!!!
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SO DONT TALK TO ME, SMS WILL DO.
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I HATE BEING SICK ):
(last time got ppl look after now dont have )
school was like horrible, flu~ manly voice!
ask cher if i can go home,
she called dad, no answer.
cher call mum guess what she say.
" don't care about her, yesterday sick can go out now why cannot stay in school."
idiot!!!
he came over to pick me home from school(:
he came over to pick me home from school(:
he know i'm sick, he brought me congee and starfruit.
how sweet~
if sickness isn't heal i'm going to see the doc tml.
lalalala.
continue~
went over simei ite to meet lesbian partner,
and than went up to find xiao ma.
saw jeff, worst than water. haha
after that went cafe 1 slack with xi wen, lesbian partner and a girl FORGET HER NAME.
go toilet come back xiao ma lun and jeff there,
so went over take bus.
L.P used her elbow hit my nose, super damn hard.
cried den xiao ma give me tissue. LOL
go cs food court eat with xiao ma, L.P, weilun, joanne, lu and huiyu.
after eat,
go the blues with lu, xiaoma, weilun huiyu and L.P
xiao ma buy that dog dog thing for me.
and than off to T1 and than xiao ma bring me home.
okay, today singapore temperature is 33 degree.
so PEOPLE REMEMBER TO DRINK MORE WATER AH AND DON'T FALL ILL..
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ; 2:17 PM
Desmond said that i have a sexy voice.
(because of my change in voice due to sore throat.)
LOL
anw WAI KIANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY
wasn't feeling well during school time,
and it's like cold war between us.
(how great was that)
after school took MRT back to tampines,
and mum was there to fetch me home.
how sweet (:
went back home rest for awhile and than off to simei ite.
was like talking to zhengyuan and sat kaicheng, chinsen, zhengyuan and i going gym(:
(it have been such a long time ever since i went out with them)
meet L.P at cafe 1 outside and than wait for noel and xiwen.
went cs to look for weilun,xiaoma, lu, huiyu, joanne and Etc.
after awhile xiwen and some others went off, and than L.P, lu, huiyu, huiyu friend and noel went LJS.
while weilun, xiaoma, weilun friend and i went food court eat.
weilun was like the only one eating as for me i was studying,
omg i so good girl la. LOL.
awhile later all of us went LJS to look for L.P they all .
saw farhan and he was like shouting my name,
omg so ps.
i really miss him a lot la.
saw liping and weng's girlfriend.
after that xiaoma went off with his cousin.
* FAST FORWARD*
walk home with weilun,weilun friend and caileng.
and for some reason, i forget what, i was like carrying weilun, caileng and my bag.
LOL.
(bully sick ppl)
was like wanna return caileng de bag she dont one take so i put on the floor she dont care.
and she continue walking and after that she nv turn back to take so i went back to take for her.
second time i put on the dustbin and she oso dont care still can sit on the floor eat her cookie.
weilun, his friend and i went to look for place to sit.
and she was like bo bian call weilun pei her go take.
haha super funny.
slack for a while den off we go our seprate way (:
caileng got 2 bodyguard me have mayo, peipei, yingzhu. LOL (all same person, me)
tt all for today ba.
hope tomorrow will be even better(:
HORSE GET WELL SOON YA. (:
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ; 9:55 AM
mee, xiwen, caileng
lenz, weilun
The girl is sick and didn't went to school today,
down with heavy flu, sore throat worst than yesterday and can't even stand up right.
oh, poor me :X
don't even have appetite to eat, but good la. CAN JIAN FEI.
HAHAHA.
sorry marcus didn't answer your call ytd night.
i was sleeping already~
生病时，会想起你。
那时候在你家，我病了。
你就带我回家，在巴士里，
你拍拍我的背， 真的好关心我.
but all this is already over, history wouldn't repeat again.
if all this happen in my dreams each night,
i wish i wouldn't wake and just enjoy history between u and i.
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, April 20, 2009 ; 8:36 PM
原来爱情是那么难放下的，
我突然好想你。
what shall i do,
I'm so confuse.
constantly thinking of your smile and the things we been through.
but yet everything is over.
loving someone is easy but it's so hard to let go.
你说我该怎么办？
我真的很想放手！！！！
shall skip about school.
after school went king's cafe with serena for lunch had steak.
first bite nice next few bites sucks.
(too much fats liao )
after that off i went to paya lebar to meet joshua and michelle.
waited for 30 minutes.
and that after all the talk and everything went back tampines to meet marcus.
he laugh at me ):
cause no make up, look nerd nerd with sch shirt.
went simei ite with him.
and than meet weilun, xiaoma, salt, xiwen, noel.
all of us went pasir ris to book chalet.
and than xiaoma sent me home while the rest go salt house eat.
wast feeling well in fact i feel worst than yesterday.
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sore throat, slight fever still and giddy~
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weilun
stupid shorty
noel and xiaoma
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, April 19, 2009 ; 6:49 PM
james i love you so much man ,
thanks for the eeyore (:
and xiaoma thanks for being the listener (:
okay.
try to imagine a shorty playing a guitar.
imagine a shorty wearing npcc and ncc cap.
wierd right.
haha.
conference with xiao ma, cai leng and shorty marcus.
and than a bit with jeff.
talk till everyone hp went out of battery.
pro right..
i'm getting fatter ):
it's time to slim down (:
this is the path i choose,
and i shall kept my promise.
never to interfere with your life again.
happy moments are always there but now just end it all.
memories will be kept but no more love will be found between.
what's the point of treasuring when none of us really care.
it's over, it's really over.
it's time we move on without each other.
and therefore i wish you all the best in everything and be happy always.
we found the one so now just let history be gone.
and you should know who i'm refering to .
如果我说我喜欢你，
那你呢？
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:49 AM
see cute right. the bag haha
eeyore de. haha i bought it.
see so cute for teddy bear
teddy bear de underwear so cute LOL
since you say we shall not contact anymore, than it's fine.
i have deleted your number, your msn, your friendster and everything which is related to you.
and just make it like we never know at all.
without you i can be even better just by myself.
thats all (:
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Huimin, michelle, church group members, sorry for not attention the picnic today.
it's study day for me, today.
so next time ba.
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LAST YEAR CHRISTMAS!!!!
gerald, jeslyn, benjamin, darren, benedict, rebecca, mee, caileng, jocleen, limin
SORRY I'M WRITING COMPO
YESTERDAY,
was the
okay just kidding.
yesterday was alright, quite a happy day for me (:
meet huimin,
went over expo to meet the rest junhui, michelle and some other boys which i never met before.
ok I FORGOTTEN THEIR NAME AGAIN.
went into the conference room and than it started.
first "J" and another girl started throwing tibits from the stage and i collected most as most of them landed on my head.
haha.
( i don't know what is his name i onli know his name starts with J. LOL)
after that played super lame games, but i enjoy myself la.
and than there's this like show for makeups.
there's like this boy putting on make up la.
haha.
after that "fashion show time", ok well its not really fashion show la.
it's like a make over show,
and huimin was in it.
haha.
she put on MAKE UP SIA!!! FAKE LASH TOO!!!
(of cause it's rare cause she dont put them at all!!!)
after that show there like a woman talking about her love life.
and than off we go to church.
talk was about love~
haha.
and it goes something like this: " never have the mind set that you will not achieve, do your best.
if you never try there will not be an answer. even if you fail you know where you went wrong."
after that rush back to tampines.
(marcus sorry for making you wait so long la.)
reach there saw marcus with weilun and marcus de girlfriend, girl de friend.
for like the first time i talk to someone whom i dont know so much sia
LOL.
went down tako and marcus was like looking at the menu he was like dont know give what attitude. ( not marcus)
really pissed me off.
and than trouble began.
but who cares!!!! listen to xiao ma be positive.
LOL.
at mac intend to eat with marcus but den leh weilun and marcus say me fat so nv eat lor.
den marcus idiot de.
say me fat still give me so fattening food.
den marcus made a rose with tissue gave it to me,
so KNS.
haha, opps.
and than off to tampines1 walk walk.
den the girl went over to find her friend.
den marcus, weilun and i went slacking at the inter there.
weilun was like playing with my eeyore hp pouch which i just brought yesterday.
and than he made spoil ):
off we go to SALT house to meet her and than went 802 eat.
cause i'm super hungry.
order prawn mee and weilun and marcus was like fattening.
idiot de.
after that off we go our separate way.
on the way back home 5 malay boys came over to talk to me,
so scary lor den i pretend not to hear them and than called SALT.
LOL.
reach home something happen.
super happy la.
SALT told me something and i was like laughing madly.
and than the end.
sorry marcus i saw you call but i too lazy to pick it up yesterday.
haha
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marcus, wu liao!!
marcus took de
slacking here
weilun and marcus.
shorty smoking. opps :X
marcus girl de friend
wei lun
i forget his name LOL. see his face so funny
huimin !!!!! my sweetheart!!!
its the beginning og something new.
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