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Monday, June 28, 2010 ; 7:41 PM
RELINK, LINKING WILL BE DONE WHEN I AM FREE!
(maybe sat or sunday. )
POSTING OF POST WILL BE DONE WHEN I AM FREE TOO!
(will be very busy this term, production and charcoal)
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:32 PM
Friday:
went steamboat with adeline and sujata at beach road.
haoming shifu was there as well, but not with me, he went shisha.
after steamboat took photo with doggy from one of the shop near bugis and off to bugis for some so call shopping
and back home.
and omg i tell you !
my eyes were as soft as jelly, fish eyes.
white color part, pop out, black part went deep inside.
white part totally covering black part.
OMG.
damn disgusting.
(now bibi is licking me like crazy -.-)
but i did have some friend who really did ask me to take care,
so sweet love you guys.
xD
SAT:
went went lunch at airport, fish and co and back home.
and it's beena week since i talk to bro.
ahahaha.
sunday:
i'm rotting at home like a retarded until mum asked me out. :D
today:
woke at 4.30 went out of house at 5.30
just for school which starts at 7.45
it's the first day of production.
i cut slices of mushroom 6kg, peel eggs, make sandwiches, japanese curry and etc.
was fun and tired of cause.
and tomorrow same timing again.
hahaha hope friends at charcoal enjoy themself too cause i will miss them too haha,
and forget to mention jane pass salmon conpetition.
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, June 24, 2010 ; 4:42 PM
ok well did i mention?
mum brought me a SLR camera. :D
dream came true.
she pass me a plastic bag, with a bag in it and i was like buy bag for what.
and give that stupid face and when i take out the bag i saw it.
happy to the max.
keep laughing and smiling to myself like an idiot.
hahaha.
ok thanks mummy for the early birthday present,
49 days early!
she was planning to get me one all along just that i didn't knew :D
awww so sweet.
i was like at home for the whole day, taking photo of bibi and doing nothing of cause.
bibi was such an idiot,
acted like he is asleep when he saw me with camera!
idiot! oh well.
supposed to go out with sujata, adeline to botanic garden or was it sentosa,
but sujata not feeling well so pospone to tml.
:D
get well soon my dear.
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ; 8:10 PM
Well last paper is over !!!!
Thanks god, I am sure I will pass it!
It's so easy as compare to ytd and the day before.
Was like one of the first to complete the paper and harold didn't went home with me :(
Joseph was loving his time alone more den the time he spend with me
oh well I miss those days when Joseph Harold and I go home together.
It's so lonely going home alone you know!
Oh well, was like sharing umbrella with Jane as it's raining cats and dogs in bukit batok,
was like half wet, was barefooted and cold.
Didn't wear my shoe as I hate the feeling of wet shoes!
The water was cold ice cold, so my feet were like freezing
went hilltop for food and took a cab home.
Of cause share with Jane Sujata and ADe
as usual I was the last, I vomitted in the cab.
Motion sickness?!!!!!
Had a great warm water bathtub when I reach home
one word, shuang!
its the beginning og something new.
; 10:09 AM
Monday,
went to school at 10.30 when it's like starting at 2.
lunch with sujata at west mall mos burger.
chiong to school, sujata teach me all those machine and it's funtions.
2 oclock, exam start.
paper was kitchen organization
one word, DIE.
when i get the paper i forgotten every single thing which i learned.
but at least i tried my best.
chiong back tampines pei mama eat and off to simei to get some dog treats.
(i did study day and night!)
tuesday,
went to school around the same time for 2pm paper.
-.-
too nervous.
paper was menu planning and pricing.
another word, HARD.
maths! daMN HARD. last page 10 marks bye bye.
i remember all the calculations but come to exam time all mix up.
OMG.
after exam went pastamania eat.
and back home.
brought bibi for a walk as i promise him .
ok well he damn hao lian!
and he hate me oso cause i step his leg and tail.
(bu shi gu yi de )
today:
last paper.
POWC.
GOOD LUCKK!
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, June 20, 2010 ; 8:32 AM
totally not in study mood.
it's totally switched off.
oMG AND tml's exam already :(
had a great fight with bro yesterday over something!
and i kind of throw his iphone on the floor.
ok well i was pissed ok.
but in the end dad still side me, because it's bro who started it.
ok well, something sweet happen yesterday.
for the second time, dad cry in front of me.
the first was when i was in my room crying, cutting myself over how wk left me, which is 3 years ago.
dad came in look at me and started breaking into tears and told me it hurts to see me like this.
and now was because he knew just how much things mean to me.
and partly because i cried too.
there are things in life which you are still unwilling to let go of,
and yet at the very moment, the thing just break in front of your eyes.
yup so this is what happen yesterday, that's why im so pissed.
all i left was just a book and memories.
photos all gone too.
i kind of reset everything, photo from com gone.
i thought i could get it in fb, but i actually deleted it from FB years ago.
(ok maybe not years lah)
and mum was like good! you made the first step.
:(
ok anyway, time for study :)
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, June 18, 2010 ; 10:29 PM
Bibi so cute lah. Funniest thing he ever did.
Did I mention, he is a hygiene freak. Hahaha.
He was like go inside cage shit and I was like looking and he was like shy and started being very gan jiong
and later his shit stuck on his fur and he started jumping here and there to get rid of it
and later he started dragging his butt on the cage but the shit didn't went off
and so he jump out of cage and I started laughing at him. He got even more nervous and started dragging his butt on te floor but the shit didn't came off
and later bro took tissue to get rid of it
and he went behind cage to hide with tail down.
If u were here, u will laugh like hell cause bibi super funny
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:18 AM
haish.
early in the morning when i woke up i thought it's going to be a peaceful day,
but i was wrong. mum and bro argue and make me kind of pissed as well,
you guys should know i hate loud, noise in the morning when i just woke up.
she went out to buy breakfast, come back asking bro to do homework for piano.
and he started scolding her.
say what give him so many tution nv put herself in his shoes and all.
but all this tution is he wan de ma oso not mama force him de den say what because of her he cannot remember anything.
like WTF pushing everything to her blaming her when it's only his fault.
the home work which she call him to do should be summitted ytd, but he call tutor not to come -.-
say what sick all that and say what do finish home work and all but in the end nv do at all.
haish i think she's crying inside her ba.
idiot brother, that's why i hate guys like him !
his fault, he cry oso -.- guys at age 15 crying like a girl, disgrace!
poor mama, heart problem and need to be torture so badly .
haish.
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, June 17, 2010 ; 8:04 AM
SHOULD OR SHOULDNT I?
if rain how ?
OMG!
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 ; 11:23 AM
to think about it.
i have wasted alot of my time dwelling in this mad history.
what i forgotten was that it's no longer year 2008.
it's already year 2010.
complaining about just how sad i am, how unwanted i am.
it's just so silly.
with or without him, memories are still there for us to remember and not to live in.
like recently i got all moody thinking about it again.
just because of it i start ignoring people and acting like a total bitch.
seriously, i hate myself a lot to the max.
i still can't let it go, i seriously still cant.
it have affected me a lot, it really have.
the hurt isnt gone yet, it's still hurting me a lot, i still cant accept the fact that you are really gone.
every single thing my friend did, it just reminds me of you.
you really did affect a huge part of my life.
i keep quite, i laugh and play like no tomorrow.
i acted like nothing happen when i saw an lmage of you.
but inside it hurts it really hurts.
i flirt, i go around hanging out with different people, thought maybe someday they might just replace you in my mind.
but i guess im wrong, in the end its still you whom i think about.
we are now strangers, everytime i saw you i wish i could just talk to you.
even if it means just a word.
but i guess things wouldnt go the way you wan it to be :)
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:52 AM
hello peeps,
sorry for no blogging for such a long time.
have been busy studying this few days.
yup self study at home.
this week is revision week, so we need not return to sch.
exam will be next week and i totally have no clue what the mentor are teaching so now.
i am grounding myself for the week.
ahahaha.
ok well lets talk about monday,
since monday is the only day i went out.
tue not counted cause it's just for some drinks.
let start.
monday.
went for facial, body massage, body mask and body scrub .
from 11 to 3.30.
change of people, so i'm like SHY when it comes to massages and all.
cause you wear nothing but a piece of paper panties.
the room is like freaking cold too.
did enjoy myself though.
i should say lynn did a better job den dandan.
but i still feel much comfortable when dandan is around.
okay people keep telling me WA FACIAL SO ENJOYING AH.
but to me it's a kind of torture.
due to the squeezing of pimple.
ok well i'm off now, to anime land hahaha.
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, June 13, 2010 ; 7:49 AM
went city hall to meet sujata, and yes she brought mochi for me :D
i love mochi especially peach and lychee favour .
after awhile saw deon and shirley there, and later haoming, gary and nathaniel came.
and say bye bye to them.
off to raffles city to meet wilson, weiliang and joseph.
and wilson say i damn daring cause i wore a t shirt like shirt and behind nothing, can see tattooand everything.
off to charcoal after they finish eating.
charcoal for orientation was bored, sms haoming.
when he was like just few people away from me.
and everyone there were like looking and talking about the way i wear.
just behind empty nia ma oso not nv wear.
after that orientation thing went over to haji land for shisha,
with haoming, deon, gary, nathaniel, vik, leon.
didnt shisha actually just sit down there chit chat see them(leon, gary,vik) eat, cause they wan to go aircon place shisha.
min later jillian and nick came.
i was like i wan to leave le and jillian give me puppy dog face, so cute.
LOL.
so off i go to town, meeting sujata and adeline for dinner.
at pepper lunch.
seriously tt is my first time eating pepper lunch.
ade brought royce for me.
and yup, i took train back instead of cab, and everyones looking at my back -.-
slack slack with eugene and gang kena scold for wearing that LOL.
drink drank drunk. and i am not drunk at all just a bit high LOL.
sean, eugene send me home and thats all
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, June 12, 2010 ; 8:34 AM
Thursday.
went to school for AHC only.
it's a so call one to one "interview"
and heng i was the last one, i dont have to speak to mr angmo.
and i just have to write what i think on the back of the paper.
:D
(ok well, many ppl wrote it down too not only me, due to lack of time)
after school went west mall for food and back home.
i always go home before 9 this few days.
oh man i am becoming more of a good girl ahahaha.
oh well was kind of sad i waited for his text for like 2 days.
no reply LOL. WTH.
ps: i am not that into him like what you guys think, close friend!~
friday.
which is yesterday.
went to school for I.S pratical.
hmmm, black box. dunno what we will be getting and all.
draw lots either fish or chicken and i am lucky enough to get chicken.
i am like super free lol.
like always i finish my dishes 30 mins before time.
hmm chef samson was the taster, he say i use too much daily products.
cause my chicken got cheese, sauce got cream, starch got milk.
but my chicken nice :D
soup too oily, wine too much, onion not brown enough.
(i shouldnt have taken the chicken stock which was cook by dunno who )
hope i pass.
ahahaha.
after school hilltop for lunch with jane and sujata.
and clementi with sujata for hair cut.
i tell you it sucks.
i wan rounded bangs she cut straight bangs.
i ask her not to cut short my front she cut short(not fringe)
she use layer scissor instead of the normal one.
she charge me 28 for her lousy skill.
well, i always go monsoon, since sujata say until so good, i give it a try but it's horrible!
she say got what neck massage, what head massage, monsoon oso have -.-
no different, just that the skills are way horrible.
went sujata house had rose wine and home.
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, June 10, 2010 ; 7:26 AM
wednesday,
went to school, did chicken. my plating was kind of messy cause starch i made into liquid. and got sauce as well so which means look like i have 2 sauce. and i got highlight the plate.
so which means:
balsamic highlight,
potato, carrot starch,
2 way cooking chicken: 1. deep fry with cheese coating, 2. bake chicken with cheese, butter and parlsey topping.
red wine sauce.
so it means 3 so call sauce.
cook finish give haoming shifu eat.
he say very salty, but i nv add salt, only cheese.
no time to go out of sch to get something to eat.
so maggie mee from adeline locker.
eat finish i still hungry, but thanks to haoming i got fries to eat.
hahahaa.
share with raj.
wilson say i 55kg :(
i where got so heavy.
i am below 55 lor :(
anw had miss daisy lesson.
maths again.
copy notes till hand pain, and ade did help me copy some.
and the classroom is freaking cold.
after school went, ikea for meatball.
ahahahaha.
and ok i went around looking for my wine but cannot find it :(
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ; 8:18 AM
early in the morning go school, cook.
and for what?
buffet of cause.
more den 50 people turn up, those people who told me they are coming, didnt come :(
shifu nv come, alot people nv come!
i call chef samson, chef william, chef adrain, chef lawrance try soup all dont one :(
2 ppl i dunno de i ask them to drink the say ok.
so it's like 8 ppl reject my soup only 2 say ok.
well not i cook de la LOL. see cheese stand there so boring so help him lor hahaha.
and guess what chef samson did, he look at me and smile with his eyes open until damn big.
LOL.
chef lawrance say this to me: good job in today's buffet you guys are great.
and after the buffet it's time for us to eat, so i was the first to get food LOL.
was the first time we prepare buffet spread, i was expecting something more busy but hahahaha. fun.
after buffet we can go home liao :D
off to k box clementi with sujata, adeline and jane.
hahahaha.
after that pizza hut, and off to sujata house for wine.
her father damn good sia keep on offer us wine LOL.
and i was like red everywhere.
and got kind of nuts.
i cant stand straight LOL keep on wan to fall lol.
and did a lot of stupid things in cab. LOL.
i am sorry adeline LOL. i am not drunk LOL.
what i remember was adeline gave me hand lotion and i was like what my new friend. and i start laughing. LOL.
(lotion is my new friend)
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, June 5, 2010 ; 1:58 PM
you never know just how hurt it is.
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:58 AM
thursday:
went to school for demo discussing about the buffet which we are supposed to cook.
27 dishes, 50 pax each, from cold dishes to dessert.
so looking forward for it.
went home chiong on project.
friday, yesterday:
went school so early just to chiong on buffet mise en place.
harold, junyang and joseph were like walking around acting like chefs, comment this and that.
josep say my cutting not nice, lazy cutting for lazy chef and guess what he arent any better, in fact his dishes are way horrible den mine. :D
went for mp at menu.
and after class went door to door with alex and wilson to promote our buffet thing which is on mon.
and guess what i promote to one class nia ahahahaha
cause i scared ma, shy girl you know LOL
and lots of friends are going for the buffet thing :D
asked chef if outsider can go a not and he say NO ONLY FOR SHATEC PEOPLE
so yup hhahaha.
went to get something fix and back home to change.
and went over to my dear's house.
wait for dear to sing sing and off to find samson brought ticket together and off to food court for food.
and noel came.
watch movie : "Prince Of Persia : The Sand Of time"
average show ba, the princess damn chio lol.
the main actor eye amn nice LOL.
ok well after that noel and samson went pubbing,
me and dear when slack.
talk talk talk, she cry sia :(
and something happened to me as wel, i feel like crying but i manage to control :D
wanna know more please visit my other blog hahahahahah
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ; 7:27 PM
went school for mp.
damn funny,but i was kind of sleepy as i drank my cough medicine.
chef adrain really know how to make people laugh.
went tampines with adeline and had kimgary for our so call dinner.
hmmm, the beef so chewy.
and she doesnt like it i didnt finish my food cause i ate a lot today.
first was udon :D, den follow by cookie, maggie mee, pie, roller coaster,orange and apple.
ok well, slimming time~
buy maggie of different favour and back home.
hmmmmm, it's kind of quite without him here,
wish he could come back from china sooooooon.
i hate to say this but i really miss him.
but i still miss my love love more lah.
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:33 AM
yesterday.
went to school,
harold and junyang were in so call winter wear.
and it dont look so cold actually den i was like got so cold ma,
and he was like cause i skinny and i was like what the hell.
ok well daisy nv come and chef adrain came.
quite interesting, funny.
went for i.s at 3.30 learn salmon confit.
harold, junyang, logann keep throwing papers -.-
jane went home half way cause not feeling well.
and later went home with harold and joseph.
hmm, before that haoming shifu gave me popiah and burger.
and they both got so hungry and went mac for dinner instead.
hahaha and den went home.
reach tampines interchange, shock.
someone whom i dunno came over tap my shoulder and ask me where am i going.
and his friend was like wanting to hug me.
omg.
ok well.
shocking.
tell haoming about it and we started joking about it as well.
LOLS.
its the beginning og something new.
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