• 20 Jan 2009 : riding at night.
• 21 Jan 2009 : free.
• 22 Jan 2009 : go buy picnic staff, find picnic basket.
• 23 Jan 2009 : east coast park, tanning and picnic.
• 24 Jan 2009 : go grandma's house for reunion dinner.
• 25 Jan 2009 : sam's house for dinner
• 26 Jan 2009 : bai nian.
• 27 Jan 2009 : k-box, waraku.
• 28 Jan 2009 : free.
• 29 Jan 2009 : out with roy.
• 30 Jan 2009 : free.
• 31 Jan 2009 : swimming, tanning.

this few days,
i can't stop thinking of him.
never see him for like 4 days,
but it seem to be like 4 months.
i miss him so much all of a sudden.
and now we hardly talk.
feel like talking to him,
but im scared that i might say the wrong things.
all i can do was just sit in front of my com looking at the chat board.
i just miss him so damn much :(

leon jay william (a boy, mix blood de) said:
"Ai qing,
I know your true feelings.
I know that you still love me.
But you put up a cold wall,
Between us.
And I am slowly losing the confidents,
To break it down."
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坦白说我不想放弃。
我从来不做没把握的事。
我是不是改变太大了。
爱情是盲目的。
虽然是盲目的，
但放弃爱才是悲哀。
知道吗，你要加油喔。
(so lynette jia you jia you jia you)
-
艾青，
经过和海糯的那场比赛，
I finally understand
I am not the only one who is capable of loving you
I know you are my soul mate but am I your too?
-
I don’t want to open my eyes
Because I’m afraid I might discover that this is just a dream
But feeling the warmth that he’s giving me
Can I believe that I am not dreaming?
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神母阿，
我能向你请求，
在多给我一点点的时间吗，
让黑夜不要那样快就过去。
因为我怕等天亮之后，
就变了令一个不同的世界。
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gan dong sia