SWEETsuicideLOVES

Friday, January 9, 2009
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8:05 AM
yesterday went out to eat with benedict.
YOU KNOW WHAT!!!
he eat a lot lor,
dont know how many chicken wing, should be more than 5,
a bowl of rice and fish.
omg..
sometimes so sian mu people who eat alot will not fat de.
after that went home.
as for today,
woken up by zhengyuan's call,
was like so damn happy cause he jio me back to sec sch.
5 min later he called back telling me not meeting up already,
cause no one wants to go.
SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT.
i miss them all can,
i dont think i have the chance to see them that offen le:
weikang ,zhengyuan, zhanyi, weide, puiman, caileng, chinsen, kaicheng,
shaozheng, boonsiong, waikiang, benedict, huimin, mingling, kristi,
jacqueline, naz, roy, sheree, kaijing(lost contact le), 4T1 de malay girls, jie ru, jie ming, wan ling
TODAY PHOTO!!!
puiman (face not round ar, nv edit till kns )
kiang
ya pin up my hair today when i was out



LAST WEEK PHOTO!!!




mum drove me to puiman's house,
after that drove us to tm..
had mos burger!!
same old burger la (fish burger)
waikiang came and pei us walk around,
looking for puiman school bag and school shoes.
went tm, cs, 800+, 201 there and tampines mart.
go puiman house that time hor scary lor got doll at window there,
i hate dolls la...
after that went home alone =))
beginning to love those loneliness days~
love going home alone,
love shopping alone,
love being alone..
being alone very quite, able to think lots of staff for improvement.
not kidding!!
lots of things are happening so wrong now a day,
i thought i change for the better but i was wrong,
everything seems worst.
i am tired, i tried.
i am serious about everything i told you.
i know i never get serious in anything,
nothing at all, but just you, i am serious about you!!!
i didnt mean to said those words nor did i meant to make you angry again,
if you were someone else i wouldnt even care about what you say or do.
but IT WAS STILL YOU!!!
i love you that why i care so much about the things you said,
i dont wish to make you hate me nor do i wan to lost you as a friend.
i have lost you once and i dont wish to lost you again.
you just mean so much to me.
its the beginning og something new.