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But I'm not wasting my time,
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Saturday, February 28, 2009 ; 5:46 PM
second post~
well it did rain but RAIN AFTER LESSON!!!
but i did enjoy myself.
i made new friend, as in finally!!!
(:
teacher group us in groups of two so yup partner and i walk around chinatown.
saw lots of online clothes AND its selling cheap.
AS IN 10 BUCKS EACH...
i swear i'm going there to buy my clothes instead on shopping online...
the clothes which i wanted cost 30 bucks online!!!
SO THAT MEANs CHINATOWN IS CHEAPER!!! 20 bucks cheaper.
teacher said i did a great job with those photos.
(:
soooooo next lesson will be on wed night...
its a night trip...
i am so looking forward for it....
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those photos taken :
for more please go to: http://s120.photobucket.com/albums/o176/deadlyme1992/28%20feb%2009/-
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3 more lesson to a higher stage of photography (:
i believe you do see a change in me ba..
(hope so)
as in i never give up halfway anymore...
(:
i will change better is because of what i promise, but not because of having you back.
i have understand the meaning of impossible.
even though i regretted so much for not doing the right thing at that time,
but i promise i will go on,
moving forward but not staying in the past.
it maybe hard to let go of those things which happen but i will try.
treasure the past keeping it forever hidden
but treasure the future and present so no regrets will be form again..
(:
you will always be the one, forever in my heart...
(:
its the beginning og something new.
; 11:59 AM
GET WELL SOON(:
(for those who are sick, of cause)
i hope it rains at chinatown today FROM 1-2PM!!!
reason: i have to go down to chinatown alone to get my photos taken,
and than after that meeting group members and teacher.
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i'm scared of getting lost there!!!
EVERYONE is from age 28 and above and i am the youngest...
told Jun about it and he made me so ARGH!!!
and everything goes like this,
me: i don't feel like going chinatown tomorrow, photography alone ):
he: how come?
me: later i kana kidnapped how?? later those blackies chop off my hands and leg bring me over to sell how??
he: oh please!!! IF THEY REALLY DO THAT, that means they are blind. who would want to kidnapped a fat ass.
me: idiot you!!! WHY ALWAYS WANT SHOOT ME DE!!!!
HE: when your mad your expression very funny. HAHAHA.
(den i never reply liao, ARGH everytime like that de la!!!)
ok back to topic,
so i really hope trip will postpone to next week so dad will accompany me (:
anyways forgotten about gym!!!!
so tml maybe going gym with yuan and andrew...
suddenly feel like playing pool :D
i miss sheree darling and caileng that idiot lesbian!!!
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, February 27, 2009 ; 8:05 AM
edited~
i'm back,
breakfast was great (:
swimming later on..
weeeeee~
yesterday, went over to 802 to have oyster omelette,
it's HORRIBLE!!!!
standard drop!!!
i don't like the oyster taste, it's like so yucky!!!
don't understand just why people enjoy eating it...
finish the whole plate, cause i am so hungry!!!
waited 30 minutes for it.
and for today going BK for breakfast (:
i love food from BK especially "croissan wich meal"
and i am so in love with tea (:
addicted to tea like mad~
maybe going for a swim if it doesn't rain,
TANNING TANNING TANNING (:
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photography is a expensive hobby,
in order to capture good picture you have to buy a good camera which means thousand over dollars.
need a tri-pot( hundred over), mono-pot($40++), different lens(hundred to thousand dollars each), protector(30++), black box storage(hundred over), etc.
see so expensive...
argh!!!!! time to save money to get myself a D 90
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, February 26, 2009 ; 8:04 AM
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photo taken yesterday...
chalet photo ( benedict BBQ ice)
cool right the car
baby(:
edited~
found 2 jap drama, super nice (:
1. RH plus
2. absolute boyfriend
its worth watching (:
edited~
i wanna cry!!
i can't watch bloody valentines!!!
cause i'm under age ):
how i wish i am 18 sooooooooon!!!!
argh!!!
nvm EVON CD!!!!! (:
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hurray !!
evon is getting me 5 CD!!!!(as she will be going oversea soon)
- k-20 the legend of the mask
- marley and me
- kung fu chef
- forever enthalled
- bloody valentines.
thanks man, love you (:
went out late last night for photography lesson.
and was like late for 30 mintues!!!
teacher have already started on those topic and ended just when i arrive.
so i only manage to see those picture he took.
and mostly are food!!!
make me super hungry, ate nothing the whole of yesterday as my appitite aren't that good.
class end, teacher ask me to stay back.
and we started talking.
he said, he have been looking forward to see my assignment but i didn't hand in.
and he even told me to think about the 70 percent which i can do but not the 30 percent which i can't do.
so gave him the assignment and he say good job(:
(didn't hand in is because i was so unsure of it.)
sat trip to chinatown for photography lesson,
i am so looking forward (:
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my latest photo~
TADA~
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ; 4:35 PM
i'm quite busy lately..
so sorry for not replying of message and etc.
(:
morning went out with dad and mum..
the three of us (:
its been soooooooooooooooooooooooo long ever since the both of them went out together,
i miss those days when the four of us were together me darren mum and dad~
):
went over to my school to see and etc.
its a sch which will prepare you for uni..
and maybe my dreams will come true finally!!!
going for oversea uni, i gave it up long ago cause someone said normal tec cannot go de la!!! HOR DONT KNOW WHO HOR!!!
I WILL MAKE IMPOSSIBILITY INTO POSSIBILITY , JUST YOU WAIT!!!
kind of have bad impression for the school~
i don't know why just feel its like scary..
maybe think too much le ba.
anw found this two video in rey's blog..
so enjoy (:
night, your my absolute boyfriend...
wahahahahahhahaha=X
lynette love night (:
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ; 9:46 AM
photo taken on: 22 Feb 2009jocelyn and i.
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Welcome back sweetheart to our home, thanks for your love.
Acting like nothing’s wrong again.
Covering up all the melancholy tones.
Putting on a smile.
The importance of believing
Even if I understand it, there’s still times
When I doubt it.
When you cast away that empty shell, I feel that I’m gonna overflow.
I just wanna hold you tight.
I’m strongly moved by these feelings.
Keeping these feelings inside, I move on.
Welcome back to where love is found. Yeah… thanks for your love.
I’m back, I’m back home in one word, a fulfilled heart.
I’m back, sweet home. A place to return to, thanks for your love.
The scare from looking for and losting my heart.
Became the strength to face myself, all because I had a home to come back to.
I’m back, I’m home. It’s alright because you are here.
Welcome home sweetheart, please wait for me cause I’m nearly there.-
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If I said loving me have no ifs.
And if you miss me. I’m gone.
Will you be sad?
If that’s an excuse.
Isn’t our love weak?
If you really love me than let go.
What are you thinking? What are you scared of?
Hurry up and hold my hands.
Someone once said,
The biggest distance in this world isn’t between life and death.
But it’s when I am standing in front of you, and you don’t know I love you.
I often say,
If human can’t even love someone for themselves
Then this world’s ends have come.
Love doesn’t have to wait until the day the world end.
La la la la la~~~~
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, February 23, 2009 ; 4:23 PM
edited~
second post of the day~
JUST REACH HOME!!!!
meet zhengyuan at house downstair,
reach downstair saw huimin (:
and den saw zhengyuan, accompany him to poly clinic~
took number and went off to eat.
brought lor mee and on the floor got zhang lang,
den zhengyuan help me chase away (:
so gooooood..
and i tell you the lor mee taste HORRIBLE!!!
and zhengyuan stupid de la, cannot eat chilli know eat le will stomach pain still eat..
=.=
after that went back to poly clinic wait for number.
went second floor sit, saw ah john, wei ming and fei fei.
and they were like you two stead ar..
LOL.
den ah john was like zhengyuan like you leh. (joking only la)
den wait for zhengyuan come out went over to his house,
wait for him to change den go gym.
yuan so good la know i nv bring towel den he bring a spare de for me. (:
at gym he call me to carry weight!!!
LOL..
saw evon, wei ling at gym(:
after 1 hour plus we left for long john.
and than took bus from inter back to inter, pass by tampines mart..
cause yuan wan sleep lol.
and than went off to yuan house there slack.
after a while andrew came,
so slack lor..
i an wei andrew, yuan an wei andrew and me.
haha.
den yuan bring me home.
so good lor without me asking..
LOL.
today yuan say a lot of things which make me super happy (:
oh ya i finish watching GODFATHER IN PINK (:
nice show(:
darling your a great guy,
do trust me.
give me more time to let go of him~
i'm sorry once again.
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:22 AM
sooooo early!!!
yesterday chin sen came over to my house downstair to meet me,
went off to tori to have some bites.
and than headed off to tm's mac to meet jocelyn, huimin, zhengyuan, kaicheng and andrew.
saw edmund and wei lun at interchange's mac.
and i was like sms weilun tell him i saw him,
den he said that i am unfriendly for not saying hi.
LOL.
and ask me if i miss edmund a not.
and i say ya.
den no reply..
LOL.
(i don't like edmund, just say ya for the sake of saying it.. LOL. edmund is the guy who look like kang)
took bus to e-hub for movie.
meet shao zheng at e-hub.
watch: Outlander
the show was alright, the dragon was cool man!!!.
huimin was like listening to her own music at the beginning.
LOL.
at the end find the dragon quite ke lian those type of face soooo cute~~~
AFTER SHOW.
went play pool with kaicheng, zhengyuan~
i kept on miss =.=
(noob-per by the minute.)
that time play with caileng sheree alright lei now, SO NOOB!!!
after that took bus back home.
saw a guy with pink hair and i was like laughing like hell.
tell zhengyuan that its cute.
and zhengyuan was like you everyting oso cute one...
LOL
in bus so funny...
sat beside zhengyuan and was like kept laughing over his lame jokes.
and than walk back home together.
andrew ng look kind of like jack.
really!!!
AND ANDREW NG SO EMO KIND!!!
all the song is emo de..
but he oso very ke lian la...
and you know why i woke up so early???
zhengyuan pon school so pei-ing him to poly clinic take mc.
after tat he pei me go GYM (:
yesterday didn't meet boyfriend cause mum wanted to sleep and i didn't bring the key, thats why.
never mind next time ba (:
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 ; 12:27 PM
HI PEEPS, I'M BACK!!! (:
FRIDAY; 20 FEBRUARY 2009
Jocleen father came over to fetch me,
and he was like OMG go camping???
cause i brought lots of stuff to chalet.
clar??, jocleen, jeslyn and limin was in the van.
reach chalet first thing we do was TAKE PHOTOS.
and than headed off to arcade(clar??, jocleen, jeslyn and me)
and than went back to chalet at around 10++
on the way back went over to mac because I AM HUNGRY!!!
saw fredrick and i was like hi bye hi bye..
and than walk off with fredrick, asking the rest to go back first.
reach back chalet limin was like ah walk away with boys ar.
den i was like HAHA.
eat finish mac (i take back chalet eat) went e-hub to catch a movie.
and the movie is "he's just not that into you".
YOUNGSTERS SHOULDN'T WATCH THIS!!!
REASON IS some parts are really super bian tai...
as in * you should know what i mean if you have watch this show*
its kind bored la, too long..
and the people were like serving us food in cinema.
hahaha..
COOL MAN..
after that went back chalet at around 2++ slept at 3++..
i didn't really sleep at all because JESLYN IS SNORING!!!
21 FEBRUARY 2009
a busy day for me!!!
morning went burger king eat with limin, clar??, jocleen and jeslyn.
after that went k box with jeslyn and jocleen.
den went white sand fetch 3 girls.
and than i saw fahmi(:
and was like keep smsing fredrick and talking on phone with him for almost the whole day.
went chalet for awhile den went out for a walk and than go help aunt to carry all the BBQ stuff.
so heavy can.
and than help aunt to start the BBQ and cook all those food.
at night went running like mad, chasing all those kids..
running around spray each other and everyone spray me!!!
AND THAN went park, 2 small kids follow and i was like have to look after them.
and i was like chasing the small one like mad scared he lost as ke keep running.
went back cook mashmallow(: and aunt they all say nice sia..
all thanks to ben~
and than after than went limin house stay.
22 february 2009
went home at 12...
and was like going for movie later on..
and maybe after movie meeting boyfriend (:
well, i'm tired of the things which happen.
and now please i dont wan to remember anything which is related to him
anw photos: http://s120.photobucket.com/albums/o176/deadlyme1992/20-21%20feb%202009/
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, February 20, 2009 ; 6:37 PM
baby and me
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eeyore cute right (:
upload only 2 photo the rest on monday (:
just now mum's friend came,
and i thought its the saleman.
and he was like hi den i was like hi den i was like saleman so friendly hor.
and than found out its mum's friend.
so paiseh can, MY IMAGE ALL GONE!!!
and you know why, i am talking to my baby eeyore as in i am talking to a real person.
LOLS.
and was like make friend with him (mum friend), den its like he keep on talking..
he is so lame, but manage to make me laugh like mad!!!!
now waiting for jocleen to finish school, reach home and come over to fetch me (:
i suddenly felt so scared cause i am the only one staying in the chalet along with jocleen's whole family..
omg like so extra like that..
nvm i will sure enjoy myself (:
and tml BBQ!!!
i will sure buy lots of mushmallow and eat only mushmallow~
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:29 AM
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grapefruit grapefruit grapefruit, orange orange orange....
every morning drinking this two fruit juice, and its like sour...
i love sour but not orange favour, YUCK!!!
have been thinking a lot recently and mostly are things which are unrelated to me.
i can't even solve my own problems and now worrying about others'.
there's just so much i want to know and doesn't understand,
there's so much i wish to ask but i don't know how to start.
i can't stop myself from worrying, i can't stop myself from thinking.
i really don't want anything to happen, i really don't.
i just wish everything will turn out as per normal once the sun rise.
but i guess I'm wrong, ITS GOTTEN WORST..
please, treat it as in i'm begging you.
what matter most is forgive and forget, let bygone be bygone.
people will change trust me!!!
it's just the matter of time only..
and further more its only a small matter, bu yao wei le yi ge nu ren er shuang hai ni men zi jian de gan qing.
that girl isn't as important as the years of friendship you have,
i know, i know nothing..
what i know is that its a pity to let go of this friendship just because all of you are chasing the same girl.
and for sure she wouldn't want to see that too...
(:
promise me the four of us wouldn't treat each other as enemy okay, we will still be as close as ever (:
ok and now,
chalet chalet chalet,
jocleen father fetching me to chalet later (:
and midnight show midnight show(:
anw who got the song 你不属于我了 by rainie yang???
if you have please sent it to me at msn THANKS (:
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, February 19, 2009 ; 6:31 PM
no one was free today~~~
AND YOU KNOW WHY!!!
some accompany girlfriend/boyfriend, studying, go out with family, working, tired.
(maybe having a boyfriend wouldn't be that bad after all cause he will be there, maybe )
but i'm never going to change my mind about being single, NEVER!!!!
so went out with mum (:
its been such a long time ever since i went out with her.
(we have endless topic today, haha.. feel as in i can tell her anything as in reall ANYTHING.. and i m so happy because our relationship is getting stronger.. and its been like a month or more ever since we argue, so that means i am a good girl )
(:
tell you i will change for a lifetime not for awhile nia (:
intend to go mall see jocleen stuff but end up seeing my things..
hahaha..
shopping for clothes, i brought t-shirts (:
and i was like mad,
saw soonyi den i keep on laugh..
hahaha.
i don't know why am i so happy.
saw the fish shop, i was like so cute and mum was like go there work la.
den i was like dont one.
and she was like cannot la later you talk to the fish..
(because i always talk to my soft toys, i even give them name and gender)
LOL..
and oh ya i brought another baby~
AND ITS A EEYORE..
i am madly in love with eeyore can..
reach home super happy can cause caileng going to plan outing to zoooooo.
and yup its zooooooooooooo.
i looooooooooooove zoooooooooooooooo..
(:
anw i am glad that you are much more happier than before (:
impossible is nothing, nothing is impossible.
but just don't expect too much and you will be happy (:
love you x:
its the beginning og something new.
; 9:01 AM
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recent photo..
everyday lunch LOL
ya i edited, because the background horrible!!!
Daddy brought me to class yesterday (:
mum need more than an hour to reach (always late) while dad needing 30 min (early by 10 min).
(when he don't even know where is the place and we left home late)
some of you should know i hate being late and people who always turn out late,
and i guess caileng know the most,
CAUSE SHE'S ALWAYS LATE and she is the only one who make me scold her!!!
hahaha.
i almost fall asleep during lesson and teacher was like keep looking at me.
i love photography, but i hate going for lessons.
BECAUSE those people there so unfriendly!!!
i smile they glare, i look at them,they give those faces...
argh!!!
like i own them, never mind lets not talk about unmanned people.
learn about time value,
how to make background blur while object sharp,
how to make object blur while background sharp
and how to make both sharp.
and on the fifth lesson will be having night outing (:
but need to buy mono pot when i don't even have a camera.
hahaha..
i am so looking forward for the rest of the trip (:
this week 6 assignment, 3 stupid assignment..
and you know why i say its stupid because we have to take 30 pic of taxi for each assignment.
so that means 90 pic.
anyway i have decided, think really carefully, i decide to take 0 level for english and maybe math.
at least i have an 0 level certificate rather than an N level certificate.
i wouldn't do things halfway no more wasting of parents money (:
anw for those who are working so had for exams GOOD LUCK(:
and oh ya before i forget,
friday and sat dont sms or call me because i am not bring my phone to chalet.
and i am sooooooo happy cause finally going to see DARLING at chalet (:
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ; 4:55 PM
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!
why after break-up girls will cry while boys just walk off happily??
is it because girls put in a lot more feelings into the relatiosnhip while boys don't??
or is it because boys just wanted face as in keeping all the pain inside them??
seriously we are too young to think about all tis love matters.
love isn't everything!!!!
why are girls crying as in its end of the world, wanting to die because he left..
(i know i am once like this)
but now after thinking back, its so stupid...
if he want you he will return, if he love you he wouldn't want to hurt you.
if he tell you the reason of him leaving is because he thinks he is not worth your love.
den i will tell you, LET HIM GO ~
seriously, if he love you he wouldn't do things to hurt you.
if he think he is not worth your love than what for out of so many people you choose him.
RIGHT!!
IF he choose to leave than let him go..
trust me you wouldn't want to have a guy without his heart.
if his happy, be happy for him.
don't do anything to gain him back,
cause nothing will work.
trust me if he love you , he will return..
although its hard to see him go but remember all this is worth it.
you don't have to be perfect for him, you don't have to change for him.
and you know why!!!
BECAUSE for sure his not going to change for you.
no matter how much you done, his not returning..
so girl stop crying, stop being sad.
be happy you still have your friends.
and i promise, i will always be there +)
what you think is important now, isn't that important after all.
its his lost not yours (:
*you should know who i am talking about*
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:57 AM
HOROSCOPE:
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In Detail
Amplifying the volume of romance in your life can be easy if you admit that romance doesn't just relate to a love relationship. Romance exists wherever there is beauty, wherever there is music, and wherever there are two people laughing at a private joke. You need to adjust your vision to include a wider view of what is romantic. Then, you will start to see romance a lot more often. Cherish the way you relate to the world. Smell the roses. You're rushing around too much to notice the magic.
i am so sleepy!!!
for the whole night, have been thinking about camera!!!
ITS LIKE KIND OF BAD, I DON'T WANT TO DISAPPOINT HIM!!!
teacher say i am one of the best students, i seem really interested in photography and he even say i did a very good job in last weeks assignment.
and now i think i am going to disappoint him, cause i didn't do the assignment he gave..
its not that i dont want to do its just that i dont have an S.L.R camera!!!
ok well its not that i don't have that camera,
i borrow it from uncle and guess what its not the kind of camera i want.
i need a camera which can change lens, change aperture but the one he gave is a fix lens camera..
and worst of all the aperture!!!!
THE ASSIGNMENT SAID 5.6MM BUT THE CAMERA ONLY HAVE 5.4MM, ok this is slightly different.
but assignment 2 is needing 16mm but i only got 7.6mm..
see such a huge differents..
a total of 7 question to be done by tonight and not yet done.
all i feel like doing is CRY!!!
i can't think of any other ways..
nvm i wouldn't give up ..
there is still few time left...
JIA YOU!!!
edited!!!
woooohoooo!!!!
TEACHER SAID i dont have to do this 3 assignment and ask me not to worry so much..
=))
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ; 6:13 PM
WO HAI SHI FANG BU XIA, WO HAI SHI HEN AI TA...
SWKANG..
SORRY FOR TELLING YOU THIS LIE ABOUT ME LIKING SOMEONE ELSE,
I JUST DIDN'T WANT YOU TO BE LIKE TREATING ME SO DIFFERENT.
I AM REALLY VERY SORRY..
read the chinese magazine and saw something.
(i used the dictionary of cause)
calvin chen yi ru is looking for a wife.
and i was like so damn happy..
den mum was like: " age gap and you think he wil one you meh"
=(
and its like so many people divorce and broke up with their current boyfriend..
*shake head*
(going for someone richer, if you really like someone its about how happy you are together not about money right...)
maybe everyone is not serious after all.
and worst of all the newspaper!!!
a 30 over year old teacher have sex with a 15 year old boy..
=.=
and the teacher is like a mother of 2 children.
and because of the boy asking not to break off and bla bla bla she report to the police.
she even post her ah lian, sexy picture on her blog..
now this world is so complicated!!!!
OH MY TIAN AH...
and for myself i am hopeless, useless..
dad ask me want to take O level not,
its a two year course $10,000..
think i want meh so expensive what if i give up halfway how.
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:14 AM
yesterday went audrey house,
her house was HUGE!!!
oh ya did i mention before??
audrey a mother of a two year old kid and her husband was like 8 years older than her.
cant believe it right.
she's a lucky woman for sure...
talk to her for like 2 hours after that went over to see her child.
after that went tm to buy butterhead, grapefruit, orange, bread, ham and marble cake.
love going fairprice to but lots of food..
and mum was like telling my brother: " your sister a bit sot sot one think now is wall."
haha.
brought all this because i wanna jian fei...
some of you must know about me hating the smell of orange and the taste of orange.
but this time round i must learn to love it..
LOL.
last night when i am about to fall asleep,
the same thing happen again...
still remember last year i was like watching show about that mad woman,
den i wasnt able to sleep den suddenly darren shout at the top of his voice.
and yesterday he shouted again.
OH MY TIAN AH..
i was like so scared at that time lor.
last time got people an wei wo leh now dont have leh..
aryo...
and for today,
facial facial facial...
after facial go out to have my 3 assignment done ba.
cause i haven even started..
and tml night is the date line..
wish me luck man...
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, February 16, 2009 ; 8:11 AM
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i found this and its like so cute la!!!
i love monkey and i love kay kay =))
(kaykay is my toy monkey )
lol.
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must watch =))
all must watch =))
this monkey so clever la...
all monkeys are clever even those born in the year of monkey =XXX
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going audrey house later =)
and last of all...
GOODBYE TO THE PAST~
KANG! your ONCE a great boyfriend, always being there for me, always giving in to me. when i am sad you will always be there to cheer me up. i will never forget those days we spend together and i never regretted being with you at all. those things that you said and do really melted my heart. sorry i wasn't understanding and didn't give you the trust you wanted. but thanks for everything. i am sorry for what i did in the past. sorry i can't be perfect enough sorry for all the trouble. you are the one whom make me like you so much. And now i would want to say, i am letting the past go. the past will now be something i will remember but not live in anymore. give me sometime to let go. hope you can find a girl who you truly love and she will love you deeply without hurting you too. so goodbye~
its the beginning og something new.
Sunday, February 15, 2009 ; 5:30 PM
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HELLO PEEPS!!!
emmmm,
have been recieving sms from the past few day, which means sms which you guys are sending are being recieve late..
as in those sms you send to me from 13-14 feb are recieve today...(some only)
some are recieve on the day itself but some are recieve today.
so if i didn't reply your sms i am sorry~
don't know just what is happening to this phone..
just brought it on wed =.=
anw was like watching koizora in his room.
web:"http://www.mysoju.com/koizora/"
was like drinking, watching and eating chocolate at the same time.
and den was like crying cause its like so damn sad..
lol.
and den i fall asleep..
maybe because i am too tired ba.
my head so heavy..
and than after that wake up watch show again.
i am like so in love with japanese drama.
=))
oh ya before i end,
jun qiang sorry for not replying ur sms,
i am sleeping just now...
will not be home on friday, sat and sunday.
going chalet =)))
and for sunday going out with the boys...
morning out for gym and night for movie....
=))
its the beginning og something new.
; 10:13 AM
The Bottom Line
You are more than intuitive enough to fill in any blanks and connect the dots today.
In Detail
If you have been dealing with a mystery, today you will finally have all the clues you need to solve it. You are more than intuitive enough to fill in any blanks and connect the dots about what is really going on. Follow your gut -- if you sense that someone is being less than up front with you, ask them to elaborate. They'll crack as soon as you push them and reveal what's going on. And most importantly, believe in your hunch about the big changes that are coming for your career.
i am so tired~
going out later to have my homework done~
3 assignment to be done by wed..
sian...
and maybe going over to look for job ba..
i have to earn my own money to buy S.L.R camera.
that means i have to work really hard...
anw james, vick, wei kun, adrain and zack,
sorry yesterday never answer your call nor sms i 9 like that jiu sleep le.
its the beginning og something new.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 ; 8:21 PM
HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE!!!!
may all couples last long always =))
went over leng leng house,
before reaching her house i help an old man..
=))
so happy la~~~
and reach her house was like keep talking to her maid la..
and i was like almost cry out.
but i didn't cry, now i am a strong girl =XXX
her maid keep asking me about kang kang kang kang kang..
=((
but i enjoy talking to her la she so damn cute...
=))
see movie with leng leng...
oh ya didn't went zoo today,
cause last minute i say dont one, reason was..
its like so damn expensive $50++ for a person!!!
watch:
look for a star
i really enjoy this show,
its like so nice~~~
but too bad, watch this show with the wrong person..
you know why!!
cause its like suitable for couples to watch together.
kept beating leng leng in cinema cause all couple keep on hug la, kiss la.
omg omg omg..
only valentines ma,
need so show off meh =XXX
and i was like keep on call leng leng pei me act lesbian.
lol.
walk until were oso see ppl so en ai,
hao xian mu oh..
after that went down yoshi cause leng say one go down.
den have mos awhile later i go home.
when i saw him i really feel like crying but i didn't..
LYNETTE IS NOW MUCH MORE STRONGER =))
thats all, off to sleep...
i am like so damn tired didn't sleep well yesterday..
anw derek thanks for everything but seriously,
stop doing so much for someone who doesn't appeciated everything you have done.
do it to someone who really treasure you well.
i believe there's someone even better..
i am sorry, really sorry..
i can't say yes..
reason isn't about you, its about me.
you're a nice guy.
but i really don't feel like going into anymore relationship,
i am scared of getting hurt again.
and i really wouldn't want to cheat on myself nor you.
if really we end up together and than break we wouldn't be that close anymore,
just like me and him.
i really don't one anything to repeat, once is enough.
sorry...
i really am sorry...
anw thanks for those surprise and gifts
its the beginning og something new.
; 10:11 AM
second post~
kana scold by derek like mad yesterday la,
cause i wear super low cut shirt =.=
=(
the grey colour shirt de took like kang!!!!!EVEN WEI LUN,LENG, AH BOON OSO SAY SO
LENG AND ANNIE
EDMUND AND WEI LUN
CAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO SWALLOW PILLS SO HAVE TO DRINK THIS..
BITTER MAN
its the beginning og something new.
; 9:28 AM
yesterday when over to ding tai fung to meet salt,
and guess what she don't remember me..
LOL.
went there to eat la....
(i know waste of money~ and hang qi not good but nvm long long one time)
after that went salt de house den headed off to downtown.
meet salt friends at downtown k box.
make two new friends wei lun and jun hao.
wei lun gave salt flower bear :)
at first i was like so damn shy dont dare sing, is like the boys go out den i dare to sing.
LOL.
after that another friend came and his a new friend too called edmund..
was like omg omg omg omg can...
i cant keep my eye off edmund.
and you know why!!!
he look so much like kang can.
his hair his character his movement, his face.
and its like so alike cant stop looking at him.
omg..
the only thing different is edmund is fatter, edmund eyes is black and his skin is tan.
and den wei lun say i look like the girl who jio edmund character totally same.
omg see so same sia.
edmund look like the one i like, i look like the one who like edmund.
haha.
after that annie came
den later wei lun keep on disiao me and edmund.
after that went tm,
went yoshi slack.
and was like intended to watch movie but salt say dont one so nv watch so i was like ask the boys go watch.
and they were like you call edmund go den we go.
den i was like saying a lot and every misunderstood.
omg omg.
end up nv go see movie.
they ask me want to go see them play basketball i say dont one..
den pei salt go home den go 802 eat.
have hokkien mee and oyster egg.
i never eat oyster de and when i saw it i was like so cute den salt keep on laugh.
haha..
and i was like super polite yesterday,
and salt was like act only..
=(((
anyway i have fun with you guys
as for today,
I AM GOING ZOO..
SO LONG LIAO, FINALLY~~~
I AM GOING TO TAKE PHOTO WITH SNAKE +))
I REMEMBER SOMETHING,
SOMEONE PROMISE ME HE WILL BRING ME GO ZOO AFTER N LEVEL,
DE WHO AR WHO AR..
DEN UNTIL NOW STILL HAVE.
HAISH...
anw ah boon say my cup cake nice =))
even if he didn't eat it nvm cause it doesn't matter already,
i know what it will turn out to be le.
wasted all my time on making it, wasted all my effort.
woke up so early to do it but in the end a thanks oso nv say..
hahahahaha...
nvm~
i wouldn't cry nor will i be sad...
ITS OVER.~
i wouldn't even want to care anymore,
care equal more sad so what for...
i will be happy as long as he is happy.
The Bottom Line
Exciting new emotions have been swimming beneath the surface. Today they emerge.
In Detail
Exciting new emotions have been swimming beneath the surface for a while, and today you are going to see them bubble up now and again -- probably whenever that certain person walks into the room. This burst of emotions could feel a bit frightening, but not as they continue on throughout the day. You'll get comfortable with the effect this person has on you, and you'll eventually be able to have an intelligent conversation with them. The key is to give yourself time to get to this point.
its the beginning og something new.
Friday, February 13, 2009 ; 8:19 AM
i pray to god that everything will turn out not perfect but fine....
suddenly feel so scared what the outcome might turn out to be,
when i know just what might happen later on.
what shall i say,
what shall i do.
im afraid that i might say the wrong things im afraid i might do something wrong.
am i doing the wrong thing or the right thing.
i wanted to do this with no reason behind it but i am so afraid of getting hurt again.
haish.
never mind, FACE IT GIRL!!!
JIA YOU!!!
later going out with 3 guys and my lesbian partner +)
and by the way,
derek is loved =)
(derek see clearly hor !!!!)
now watching " in love with a rich girl"
web:http://www.mysoju.com/in-love-with-a-rich-girl/
quite nice la,
hate that boyfriend of the rich girl la dump the girlfriend for the girlfriend's friend,
when the girlfriend is like so good to him la...
when going to marry with the girlfriend's friend still go treat the girlfriend so nice..
hate this type of people, dont like den dont like la act so much as in u care for wad, guilty or wad!!!
The Bottom Line
Put yourself in the hands of someone sweet -- your needs will be met by others.
In Detail
Put one of your problems in the hands of someone else today, and your needs will be met by others. It's not about shirking responsibility, it's about delegating some of your work. You need to have more trust in the people you live and work with -- when they say they are going to do something, they are going to do it! You'll get a valuable life lesson if you put your faith into someone who is more powerful than you or something that is bigger than you are.
its the beginning og something new.
Thursday, February 12, 2009 ; 6:40 PM
HAPPY LYNETTE +)
i'm a happy girl..
went over to tm to meet puiman just now,
sooooo long nv see her le la.
walk around to find our stuff den saw tristan,
omg omg i saw him sia.
sooooo long liao..
so happy la~~~
happy because i saw him.. LOLS
after that went home~
feel so happy today =))
its the beginning og something new.
; 7:55 AM
I NEED A S.L.R CAMERA!!!
known as single Len reglex camera.
i have a compact camera but not a S.L.R camera.
and i don't think i have enough money to buy one :(
its like super damn expensive about thousands over :(
reason for my need is because i need it for this weeks assignment.
sad :(
I'm so glad i went for lesson yesterday,
teacher show everyone his master piece.
the picture he took can really make you feel as in you really went to that place before as in you were really there.
oh ya he took photos of beggars by the way.
and you can feel just how pitiful those beggars are just by seeing those photo.
(i hope i could just take those kind of photo one day)
and for last weeks assignment, i pass with flying colours :)
yesterday learn about telephoto zoom, fix len, prime, zoom len, len factor, aperture and depth of field.
i am so looking forward for the next lesson :)
(first time in life =X)
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(current time= 1.41 pm)
one i am dead
two i am so dead
three i am so very dead
four i am so very super dead
five i am so very super duper dead
six i am so very super duper extreme dead
seven i am so so very very super extreme dead
eight i am so so very very super super extreme dead
nine i am so so very very super super extreme extreme dead
ten I AM DEAD!!!
LOLS.
i mess up the kitchen and use the kitchen without telling mum,
and she is like out.
oh shit if she find out SHE"S GOING TO KILL ME!!!
OH NO!~
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horoscope for leo:
The Bottom Line
Having fun doesn't mean you have to turn off your brain! Be smart when socializing.
In Detail
You know that having fun does not mean you have to turn off your brain, but someone close to you might not. They are doing some stupid things in the name of having a good time. It could be time to wake them up to the dangers of what they are up to -- even if you run the risk of being seen as a wet blanket. If you care about people, you have to show them. And sometimes showing them you care means sacrificing your popularity -- temporarily. Tough love is the most valuable, sometimes.
its the beginning og something new.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ; 5:25 PM
its raining cats and dogs right now.
thunder and lighting are here too,
so people out there be careful :)
don't catch a cold ah :D
wanted to have an afternoon nap but didn't have any~
don't know who keep calling, if not wrong i think sam's mother ba.
(cause she always call every few mintues call 1 time, until she find my mum den stop calling)
DOES SHE EVEN KNOW WHAT IS A HANDPHONE!!!!
anyway i think my sickness is getting worst.
OH MY TIAN AH~
now sneezing like hell, coughing worster and worster like wanting to vomit those kind.
and worst of all , my hands and legs are freezing cold.
argh~~
i can't fall sick, NEVER!!!
going for lesson later on and i have to go there maybe 1 and a half hour early cause raining sure heavy traffic.
i am like so damn afraid i would fall asleep during lesson time, cause i only have less than 4 hours of sleep.
now a day can't really sleep well.
haish..
its the beginning og something new.
; 1:53 PM
second post of the day.
watch "dragon love" the whole day from ep 1 to ep 20. (end of show)
LOL.
to watch go here:
http://www.mysoju.com/dragon-love/
the whole story was kind of like me and him.
: C
ye xi and xiao yu love one another a lot, but because ye xi was a human and xiao yu was a dragon,
the god doesnt want them to be together..
something bad will happen when dragon and human get together.
princess fall in love with ye xi at first sight and try her best to win his heart.
and because of her doing so much things for him, ye xi decided to put down the years of love he had for xiao yu and go steady with the princess as he know its impossible between dragon and human.
on the married day, knowing xiao yu was in danger, ye xi run off from the wedding to save xiao yu.
and after a few days, ye xi went back to tell the princess this:
" sorry we can't get married. i won't marry you. i came back to tell you in person, im sorry. its fate. we're just not meant to be.though xiao yu and i can never be together, she will always be my greatest love. if you were a wilful and loathsome princess, i might still go ahead with the wedding, i could promise to be a good husband and stay faithful to you. but i dont wish to decieve you and myself. but you've been so good to me, it will be unfair to you."
see see see look alike right..
LOLS...
wo ai ta, ta ai ta...
haish....
thats why its you yuan wu fen~
oh my tian ah!!!!!
coughing like nobody business..
its the beginning og something new.
; 8:30 AM
will not come online that often anymore (for this week )
because there are lots of things i need to do before friday and i haven even started it.
i don't know, i really don't know..
is doing all this worth it or was it a waste after all.
i wouldn't care just how things will turn out to be anymore because i'm used to getting the same old result.
even if i know how things will turn out to be in the end,
i just wanted to try, give everything i have for the last time.
planning this thing from like last month, and when the day comes close there are lots of things i am afraid of.
i just hope everything will go well ba...
and last of all good luck to myself.
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i wonder why are people so despo in finding a valentines,
isn't it just a normal day when you spend time with the one you love.
finding someone whom you doesn't love to be your mate for the day???
what's so bad about being single, being alone???
you can be happy too being single, or should i say you will be much more happy!!!!
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LEO HOROSCOPE--
This is a day to play it safe -- you should follow your more conservative impulses.
In Detail
This is a day to play it safe and keep your cards close to your vest, so listen to your more conservative impulses. Don't offer your time or money to anyone. As much as you would like to be of service to someone, you need to let them fend for themselves right now -- it's better for everybody. Helping them out today will only encourage them to come back to you again. You will prevent them from learning how to fend for themselves. You can be a supportive person without being an enabler.
its the beginning og something new.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ; 8:32 AM
horoscope: leo :)
The Bottom Line
It would be a smart thing to review your budget today -- make some adjustments.
In Detail
Your life could use a little bit more structure to it -- flying by the seat of your pants might be exciting, but it usually causes quite a bit of chaos with your friends and wastes quite a bit of everyone's time. So take some time to get things more organized today. A smart thing would be to review your budget -- and if you don't have a budget, then today you need to make one. Your spending isn't too bad, but it could be a lot better. Build up that rainy day fund.
im not in a good mood today.
A @#^%$&$# MALAY FEMALE DOG JUST SPOIL MY MOOD IN THE MORNING.
and all this started on friday night.
and it goes like this,
when i was like eating with evon they all over at rivervale mall,
a dog suddenly sms me.
(we are not good friends nor are we close friend, and we are like hi bye friends, we never contact at all.)
her: lynette, can you do me a favour?
me: what?
her: help me go seven eleven buy prepaid card for my hp, can please?
me: i now not free leh.
her: please help me go buy please i need it, your house there got seven eleven my here dont have.
me: LOL! emmmm, i really not free.
her: i beg you, please please please please. i got big problems.
me: why dont i get it for you tomorrow?
her: cannot, i need it today please go get it now.
me: i now cannot, tml den can.
and the begging continue and i was like hack care liao la, so irritating.
intended to buy for her the next day but since she insisted on that day, i can't be bothered anymore.
didn't reply any of her sms from that day on.
(that day i still feel so bad for not helping her buy, but now i realised i did the right thing this idiot is just making used of me)
like what derek said,
seven eleven is everywhere even her house downstair don't have doesn't mean there is no seven eleven near by.
and why out of so many people must be i who buy for her when we are not even close or good friends la.
and than i recieve a sms at 7+++ today
that make me super angry plus no mood.
she sms me saying i am a liar who broke the promise i made for her.
when did i promise her i would buy, i ask her she say don't one so that doesnt't count as a promise right.
some people are just so unreasonable.
argh....
listen up you this female dog,
if you want to spam my blog, spam all you want.
if you want to curse me, curse all you want.
if you want to hate me, hate all you want.
if you want to spread gossip about me, please do so...
(cause you always spread gossip about people, never fail to do so)
feel free to do anything you one,
because I DONT CARE
its the beginning og something new.
Monday, February 9, 2009 ; 4:20 PM
emmmm, i deleted the previous post due to some error~
horoscope for leo~
The Bottom Line
Baby steps will get you closer to someone's heart than giant leaps -- take it slow.
In Detail
Your urge to get closer to someone may be becoming so strong that it's unbearable, but before you make any moves, you need to stop. Pay closer attention to the clues they are sending -- they might not be quite ready to open up to you just yet. To test the waters, keep your conversation light. Resist your urge to ask them to spend the rest of their life with you! Baby steps will get you closer to their heart than giant leaps. So take some time apart and make them miss you
anw was like watching romeo and juliet.. (japanese version)
you can find that show on this web:
http://www.mysoju.com/romeo-and-juliet/
its a nice show~
romantic sia i love the guy who acted out as the "gan lang gu ni"
he super handsome can~
lots of sad part la can really make a person cry.
and the background is like so damn chio la.
after watching the whole show found out that i am late,
so rush off to tm to meet audrey,
heng i reach there just in time
went cs slack talk talk den headed to tm walk for awhile.
den different direction we go.
nice talking to her la.
she so damn chio la...
its the beginning og something new.
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