SWEETsuicideLOVES

Wednesday, February 4, 2009
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8:23 AM
EDITED~
I'm so confused,
hope what i did is right this time round.
maybe to love someone is not really getting him but is to see him happy and save that's all.
if he is happy with what he have now,
den maybe i shouldn't create anymore trouble and let everything be like this.
i am giving up on gaining back the love and the relationship because i believe the love is not coming back
once lost its hard to gain back.
so people DONT DO THINGS WHICH WILL MAKE YOU REGRET!!!
and if he love you, you dont have to do anything to make him love you cause you dont have to do anything he will still love you. (dont understand nvm i understand can liao)
but that doesn't mean i am giving up the love i have for him.
i know its silly to carry on waiting,
but i really like him a lot.
zi yao kan dao ta kai xin jiu hao le.
no more expecting much no more wishful thinking liao.
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CONTINUED~
omg omg,
i really thought for once i can control my emotions..
but guess what im wrong again.
i feel like cry right at this moment. (9.50am)
omg omg omg.
CONTROL PLEASE!!!
girl must be strong man..
STRONG!!!!
NO MORE WASTING OF TIME ..
TIME TO STEP OUT AND REALISE~
HI PEEPS~!!!
THIS LISTS OF PEOPLE PLEASE LISTEN UP:
Derek, Christina, James, Junjie, Desmond, Adrain, Zekzek, Benjamin, Ahchoon, Clemence, Edmund, Edwin, Francis, Fredrick, Bez, Kristi, Mandy, Nigel, Junqi, Royston, Sam, Shawn, Ahsheng, Ahping, Xiaoen, Taufiq, Alex, Adam, Alvin and Ahseng.
message:
im sorry alright, anyway the message i send i mean it, no more going out no more playing around
life shouldn't be like this anymore.
hope you guys understand.
anw thanks for the supporting.
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mon - grooming lessons
tues - accounting lessons
wed - photography lessons
thu - accounting lessons
fri - grooming lesson
sat - pei daddy go out
sun - pei mum go out
and yup i am going to be a family girl =)
family more important +)
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ok ok,
those lessons above are night classes,
so maybe morning time go dad office help out ba.
=)
later on going for photography lesson =)
remember yesterday i cook almond jelly right,
now still water form.
omg si bai or wad sia.
omg.
its the beginning og something new.