SWEETsuicideLOVES

Monday, February 2, 2009
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4:48 PM
second post of the day~
there's something wrong with me today,
kept thinking about the past.
remember 10 june 2008 he rejected me and i was like crying,
called him and he was like with his family eating swenson.
ah shuen saw me crying so as me to go home (i working).
reach home found out i never bring key,
mum and darren went out for a movie.
so sit outside the door.
at that time was like smsing him as well.
so after his food went over to meet him.
both of us were like standing at both end of the road.
at that time felt so damn happy.
went over to a block sit sit den was like i look at him he look at me.
den i was like keep on stand walk away.
pull his hp and his strip strip thing drop off.
haha.
at that time he keep calling me give up,
bu i dont one +)
den he sent me home.
next day he ask for stead was like super happy.
i really miss the past a lot.
we used to talk on phone.
we used to go out for a movie.
we used to have so much fun,
so much memories.
during that time we argue a lot,
but i never regretted,
those days i have with him i really enjoy each and every day alot.
i will never forget the day we started,
the day we go bowling,
the day i celebrated my birthday,
the day over at airport,
the day over at ikea
and the days we spend together.
i miss him so much...
how i wish everytime will be back to normal.
aryo, impossible.
anw having night classes~
photography on wed night.
+))))))))))))))
finally....
no more rotting no more hopeless useless me.
will take up more courses upgrade upgrade =)
i will prove to him i will say wad i mean.
i want the trust back.
its the beginning og something new.