SWEETsuicideLOVES

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
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8:08 AM
dreamt of him ,
he dye his hair white.
and it started off like this went out with tori ppl, him caileng puiman and ****.
(**** i don't know her but den dunnch noe why dreamt of her.)
for a picnic.
every one meet over at the park.
when he saw me he went back home, and i was like **** leh **** leh..
and den when i turn my back i saw him no matter how hard i chase he seems so far away,
so stop and decided not to chase anymore.
den later sheree call me to call her.
so i did, background is him, and i was like started to cry.
and **** was like kept anwei me.
**** told us about what he say about *** and bla bla bla.
den i long pang caileng den both die.
LOL.
wierd dream.
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He is always focused on the thing he cares about
Then… what about me?
Is it because I care too much about him
That’s why I always focus on him?
This ?
Is this a kind of love?
The closer two people are to each other,
The less they can handle the pressure they put on each other
The feeling that you want to be closer,
But your heart wants to move further away.
It is something I can never have.
The morning sun is too blinding
Continuing to avoid time
Accomplishing the unachieved dream
Turning over my head, is you sleeping soundly
Insisting on protecting and being by your side
Seriously thinking about how to pass each day
Must hurry and appear
Making you so touched that you cry
Please be prepared after changing me
You have no chance to regret
Passing through your pair of eyes
Falling in love with this world
Once it’s time for afternoon coffee
My feeling is that I wouldn’t be able
To sleep forever again
Passing through your pair of eyes
Understanding this world
Even if the picture is not perfect
Your smile changed everything
Flipping to the next page
Saying good bye to the past.
its the beginning og something new.