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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
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4:06 PM
beginning of the day i was in sleep mode.
and when I'm in sleep mode, my mood will be horribly bad.
walk from school to park for PE,
all the way she was like talking nonstop and asking question nonstop =.=
i really can't tolerate all this nonsense when i'm in sleep mood,
really feel like slappng her asking her to just shut up for like 10 min just to let me have some peace.
so for the whole walk to the park, she was like talking to the air~
as i didn't answer any of her question.
all the things she said are seriously very lame and childish.
(sheree should know what type of attitude i show when i just woke up or in sleep mode. cause she experience it b4 when we went genting last year)
reach park run the whole park, and than feel much more awake den walk back to class.
do work den go eat and than back home.
no shopping, etc for me today, i need some rest~
sleepy~
somehow i really feel bad treating her like this in the morning.
and oh ya my P.M.:" tomorrow is the day of rejection".
it's not refering to me~
i'm nv going to ask him for patch again!
that time was my last time asking so now i am nv going to ask again (:
friends would be better and further more he doesn't like me anymore.
so i'm moving on~
lalalalalalala~
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went king's cafe to eat.
ok I FINISH MY FOOD AND ONLY SPEND 7 BUCKS HOR~
which means i'm a good girl (:
milk tea and mushroom soup, my favourite (:

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我只能低着头发呆
让回忆渗透脑袋
渐渐变空白
我把它当做个意外
但内心还想不开
因为我明白
其实你都还在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼
想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候
我可以当作已释怀
他对我也算关怀他看不出来
我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖
因为你一直在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼
想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼
想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
越是没用力 越是心痛
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼
想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都交给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候
its the beginning og something new.