SWEETsuicideLOVES

Sunday, May 24, 2009
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7:50 AM
came across Hao's blog,
was like omg tatoo freak.
tatoos are nice but too much are like "eeyer".
a good boy with tons of tatoos, wierd.
anw some of you may have notice i change my top banner (:
some of you came, asking me about those words??
oh please don't misunderstood.
those words are refering to her not HIM.
(i'm not a lesbian, it's just love from a daughter to mum?)
let me explain it sentence by sentence alright.
(sentence in red, explaination in green)
*problems came sadness rise. :
between us problem and sadness are rising?
*the love which was there, i could no longer see.:
you said you love me but i could no longer see it.
*when i am starting to believe that there's still hope.:
hope as in we will be able to solve everything soon.
*it's already the end of everything.:
everything is coming to an end. (we hardly talk and laugh like we used to)
*why was it that life would always be like this.:
hurt, sad and angry.
*the more you want somethign the harder it is to get.:
wanting us to be closer like how u and darren are.
*i choose to believe and to trust.:
believe that we will be close again, trust that you really mean what you say
*that one day, maybe just one day you would return.:
return back to what we used to do, laughing and playing together.
*but i guess i was wrong. it's something i could never grab hold of again.:
your trust and the happiness which was once there.
and yup, thats all about it,
because of it i didn't eat at all for the whole day.
(i didn't finish the mushroom soup i drank only a sip.)
its the beginning og something new.