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But I'm not wasting my time,
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Friday, May 15, 2009 ; 9:56 AM
For some reason i felt so "left out"?
starting to lost contact with lots of people again.
and wasn't that close to most now,
don't talk to them that much, didn't go out with them at all ?
i know all this is created by me,
as in you guys jio me out, i will say "NO". sms or call i will be like never reply or answer.
i know i'm stressing myself again.
it's always school, home, school, home.
and its like the pass few day NO one sms me or even called.
ya how sad.
it's always because of his one word i started to stay at home studying and lost all the fun,
ya i know it's stupid.
but i don't want to be the flirt in his eyes who only know how to play and not stay at home study.
his words and his view just means a lot to me.
oh how i wish all the fun will be back.
i miss them just so much.
and one last thing before i start the post about yesterday i would like to say this.
to me he is just a friend and nothing much, there is a someone in my heart already.
if it's over jealousy which made the relationship ends,
i'm sorry i really am.
i know you two still like each other.
i really don't know what to do i am just sorry alright.
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Yesterday after school walk all the way to jocleen house thinking that it's near.
but it's far alright i almost lost my way -.-
half an hour later arrive at her house.
was like talking to her fishes la.
LOL.
so cute la i like the big big fat fat fish (:
awhile later went down to get some food for baking with just $15.
and i manage to get everything for just $14.20.
haha cause i brought everything at the cheapest price.
(:
bake chocolate chip cookies, pizza, lasagna, cup cake.
had fun baking started at 2++ ends at 6 going 7.
and jocleen was like blaming me cause everything came out WASN'T THAT WELL.
pizza was nice, YA NICE. onli the top not the base the base is horrible.
the taste of flour. and you know why.
at first i add too much water at one go and it was like wet so add more flour.
the finish product look nice smell nice but taste like flour but topping is nice.
after that the cup cake icing cannot harden cause she say i am around ):
and for the cookies, i add too much butter and it turn out to be like oily.
my fault again.
super full and i think i grow fatter how sad.
i gain 1 kg sia!!!
i'm now 49 again. omg!!!
as for today,
didn't attend school.
it's not that i'm sick but it's that for some reason i dont feel like going.
emo at home today.
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wanna view photos ???
go to http://s120.photobucket.com/albums/o176/deadlyme1992/14%20may%202009/
its the beginning og something new.
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