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But I'm not wasting my time,
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SWEETsuicideLOVES
Saturday, May 23, 2009 ; 7:56 AM
you said that i have no manners,
whenever i saw your friends i didn't say hi.
in fact i did but they didn't hear it.
and can i ask you something.
what about you???
do you think you have manners???
taking my wallet, hand phone, bag looking into it without my permission.
i have been telling you over and over again, i hate it when you does that.
and ask you to ask me before you touch my things.
and yet you didn't.
taking my clothes giving it to joc, without my permission.
it's like i have enough.
you are my mum doesn't mean you can search into my staff without my permission,
i need some privacy too.
the receipt of that $98 cake,
you saw it and said i only know how to use money to buy guys heart.
as in do you know how hurt it is.
mother saying it to her own daughter.
i didn't buy that cake to buy his heart, it's his birthday and the money is share between us friends.
and what's wrong with that?
i hate it when you jump into conclusion.
you hurt me over and over again.
but yet i keep it inside me.
i once told kang how i feel and i told you the same thing too.
you say you will change but did you.
you hurt me over and over again like i am someone who doesn't have feelings.
calling my friends scolding them for nothing.
omg, who are you anyway, i don't know you!!!
i didn't talk back nor did i throw my temper towards you doesn't mean i don't care.
i can't tolerate anymore. i have enough.
how i wish you can just go there and never come back.
i finally know just why he left you,
it's not because he have a girl behind your back but maybe is because of your unreasonable thoughts.
you are just becoming more and more unreasonable.
when you are happy no problems, when you are not you will find things to scold.
omg, i am not your "anger bag" i am not born to be your "anger bag"
for your friend they didn't ask me to take photos for you guys and the camera is not ours.
and you was like keep calling me to take the camera.
and yet your friend was like holding onto it taking photos of his friends.
and so i said" for what".
and you started to glare at me.
as in oh please, your friend didn't ask me to take nor did that camera belong to me,
going over there taking the camera wouldn't it be like rude.
and in the end scolding i gain.
to you i will always be the baddie.
to daddy he will always think that im a good child is just that i dont really express myself and keep every to me.
if you think that i am just a jinx in your life than you shouldn't give birth to me in the first place.
even animals have feelings, all you cares abotu was just face and your own pride.
but you never thought of YOUR OWN DAUGHTER'S FEELING.
i just wish i could just tell someone just how i feel.
not in the mood today she totally spoil it.
thanks mum, it's always you!!!
NEWS~
Few days back, happen to met a fat guy at City hall's interchange.
waiting for the train over at the green line station, it was like packed with people.
train arrived and people were like pushing each other madly.
"The Fat Guy" put his hand into my school skirt,
trying to grab hold of my hand phone strip, as in trying to steal my hand phone from me.
luckily someone message me (it's him) and that guy was like letting go my hand phone strip and pretending nothing had happen.
in the train he was like standing beside me,
all the way i was like looking at him, and he know it too.
and guess what in front of me,
he did it again and to another person.
in front of him was a man with sling bag,
he was like trying to unzip the man's bag and putting his hand into the man's bag.
but luckily he fail to steal again (:
why do people like him even exist.
he have the same hand phone model as my mum,
and it's like quite a good model as well.
finding a job would be better isn't it.
stupid man hope he got caught soon.
(he looks like jack)
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YESTERDAY:
it's the last day of school.
used to hate gymnastic alot, but for yesterday i love it.
it's all related to jumping ^^
jumping over a high "wall" and landing onto the "high wall".
it's like so much fun.
change class, was like in junior high cause my PACES wasn't that high.
needing 1 PACE above 1100 and 2 PACES above10 97 or was it 1090.
and i got 2 PACES above 1097 and 4 PACES at the range of 1080-1088.
so wasn't able to go to senior high because i'm lacking of ONE 1100 PACE.
but never mind, starting to "chiong" from next term onwards.
PUIMAN I WILL PROVE TO YOU NORMAL TECH CAN ALSO GO TO UNI (:
after school went over to tingyi house along with audrey.
it's was like quite boring.
after a while her mum drove is to parkway parade to get some bubble tea.
and drove audrey and i to the bus-stop to get a bus back home.
after awhile, aunty drove back and was like asking me to board the car again.
as she will be going over to tampines so she will be giving me a ride.
(:
reach tm, went over to the cinema to get tickets for cousins and bro, not for myself.
and off to yoshi eating alone, loner (:
called mum asking her to pick me up but she will be like having primary sch gathering so she wouldn't be free.
(i brought lots of PACES home so it's like kind of heavy.)
Went over to look for mum instead of going home, REGRET.
it's boring.
i didn't bring home my pencil and etc so went over to buy them.
didn't home work in swensen while mum and her friend talk.
3 hours later left swensen to open plaza to get photo taken, them not me.
(feel wierd to be taking photos with them so didn't join in.)
went home at around 10.
busy and boring day
its the beginning og something new.
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