SWEETsuicideLOVES

Friday, October 9, 2009
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8:55 AM
SELFISH!
it's always about me me me and my feelings just how hurt things were,
but what i didn't realise was,
i'm actually hurting you the most.
trying your best to cheer me up, making me happy all the time.
thanks, sorry i wasn't in the mood these days.
somethings, i'm still unable to get it out of my mind.
maybe you are right, why should i bother.
it doesn't bother me that much now, but it's just about how things ended.
it's just NOT FAIR!
(MAYBE NO ONE really understand, just no one. but i'm glad you are willing to try)
keeping things to myself, i dont wish to be known as THAT PITIFUL FREAK ON EARTH.
maybe for what happened, you feel as in "i dont know".
just hope things will turn out better after a few days.
keeping yourself away from those hurt,
just who would understand just how you feel right now.
just no one.
finally saying goodbye.
its the beginning og something new.