SWEETsuicideLOVES

Tuesday, October 6, 2009
;
9:05 PM
a piece of my mind.
you never like me at all back then, not as much as i do.
but you are the one who i really fell for like crazy.
to make me think i'm really just a replacement.
you are never proud to post our photo on msn nor anywhere else, not even intro to a friend.
knowing that you are currently attached now,
i'm just so jealous.
it's not jealous because i still love you.
it's just that why can't i be treated like how you treat her, right now.
you can't bear to leave her, doesn't want to leave her.
and now it's always her her her.
but me! it all ended with just a word.
it feels like you are willing to give her the world, but for me, nothing!
BECAUSE OF THE PAST AND EVERYTHING WE DID I'M LIKE so afraid of getting hurt again,
scared of committing too much but you,
enjoying your love life like it's gonna last forever.
and what i feel?
like "what the fuck".
okay well, so now maybe i should just forget about all this F thing and move on.
( not as in i still love him)
cause i believe marc is never gonna be like you.
and i love him X3
anyway.
long john with boyfriend.
tori to meet leng.
movie with leng and boyfriend.
3 tickets and 1 popcorn and 3 drinks and 2 hotdog bun cost $15.
(1 ticket and 1 snack $5)
after that went home.
hmmm, leng saw us hugging. was like OMG.
anw, hmmm.
baby you know i love you :D
emmmm,
salt cheer up.
somethings cant be change.
maybe it would be better if things wasn't this way.
you can always find us if you need a shoulder to cry on.
we will always be there.
just move forward in life.
dont have emmhmmm nvm still got me :D
remember we used to be lesbian partner.
and noel cheer up too
its the beginning og something new.