SWEETsuicideLOVES

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
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4:09 PM
didn't meet guan xiong.
went over to meet ivan instead.
go smoke -.-
好想好想回到当时我们第一次见面时,
好怀念当时的我们。
但一切已经结束了。
我想离开,想分手,说不爱你了,都是太冲动了。
可是心里并不是这样想阿。
你到底有没有想过我有多么的爱你吗?
如果我不爱你我哪里会这样担心你啊。
放手应为不想在伤害你了,
可是这次我真的是伤害你太重了。
我的妈呀!我到底在想什么呀?
这次真的玩了太过火了。
i dont mean it when i say i still like him, and you are just a replacement, i say it out of anger.
对不起,再见了。
feel like going back to what we used to be in the beginning.
i really miss those days.
BUT everything have ended.
feel like leaving, feel like breaking, saying that i love you no more, but all is because i was still kind of angry.
BUT that doesn't mean i really feel like doing all this.
have you ever though just how much i like you?
if i dont like you, i wouldnt even be with you.
giving up because i dont wish to hurt you anymore,
but i feel this time i really had hurt you deeply.
OMG! what an i thinking?
this time i really destroy everything.
sorry, bye.
its the beginning og something new.