SWEETsuicideLOVES

Thursday, April 1, 2010
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4:29 PM
everything happen for a reason.
sometimes you just wish things goes this way but things just turn out another way.
a memory you wish you were in once again,
but you couldn't go back.
a person you wish to get back with,
just leave you, even further away.
the past which u wish you could hold on to,
just fades away.
and all this just keep you thinking about it over and over again.
like what a fool would do.
people tends to regret what they did, what they do.
the first time you are forgiven.
the second time will be the last time they forgive you.
the third time they will never believe/ trust you again.
but people only realise their mistake after the third time.
so why ? another chance wouldn't hurt right.
you feel hurt because she lied to you over and over again.
but do you know it actually hurt them most.
YES, no secret to be hidden between u both but sometimes not everything must be told.
somethings are best to be kept.
would you be happy if she tell you all along she love him?
yes she did tell you that,
but can't you see she is slowly accepting you?
so why can't you just put yourself into her shoes.
she needs time.
it is very hard to let go of someone whom you love so much.
so why can't you just think about it, just how she feels and everything.
yes she love ming a lot but she's slowly accepting you.
so why can't you just give her the space.
it's not easy to let you go know.
do you know just what is in her mind?
what is she thinking and everything ?
you feel hurt yes, who dont.
but i can tell you this SHE FEELS HURT DEN YOU DO.
trying to accept someone whom is nice to her from the start but at the same time she love her ex.
when ever she try to give up move on ming is always on her mine.
no matter how hard she try it's still ming in her eyes.
it's not HEY I GIVE UP and everything ended.
she needs time.
YES you can tell me i dont know anything.
i dunno how you all feel and all.
BUT for sure i can tell you.
i feel the same way as christine too.
you think i could really forget him ?
you think it's easy to let go?
you think i really dont wan to move on and everything.
den i tell you i have never given up, my feelings for him is still the same.
i'm still thinking of him and so. i could never forget all those things which happened and it's my fault for all this things.
i still like him a lot. but i did try and now i am still trying.
so why can't you just understand.
and i tell you everything is from my heart deep down this is how i feel.
it's not that she's doesnt wan to move on it's just that she can't.
she dunno how to let go. it's not easy.
no on eis a pro at it. maybe one day you will kena the same thing too.
and you will know just how she feels
so please stop it and cheer up
its the beginning og something new.