SWEETsuicideLOVES

Sunday, April 11, 2010
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12:01 PM
facing lots and lots and lots of problems.
OH WHY IS THIS HAPPENING.
and just what am i thinking?
i should just stop thinking about it and worrying about it.
oh man.
how how how.
thinking about rubbish and making myself worried for nothing .
CRAZY, i know!
i feel happy for cai cause she finally got the one she love alot after a year of loving him.
but now she just end it with just a word, less den a week.
OH MAN.
i want also dont have~
and i have been waiting longer den her , but of cause for a different guy.
shag~ nevermind i had let go of him.
yup like finally :D
have been thinking maybe i should move on and yup no more expecting too much.
LOLS.
but that's me what to do.
this few days when cai told me she finally got together with the one she waited for a year, i have been thinking a lot.
i really wants to be in a R/S again but again maybe no not yet.
and you know why i wish to be in one?
because i hao xian mu ta men LOLS.
but now let say i still prefer the none restricted life.
yup so maybe after 25 :D
but who knows maybe things will change :)
its the beginning og something new.