SWEETsuicideLOVES

Thursday, April 15, 2010
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9:16 PM
" just because of some sweet talks people say and some things that sound so forgiving you become so soft hearted and forgive them over and over again without knowing that things have happen for thousands of times. if the whole world did the same thing and did the same thing to you, are you going to be soft hearted all the time? you must know when to be soft hearted and when not to. you are always super soft hearted but act as in you are not by replying hurtful words and after it feel sorry for that person and back to square one which is forgiving him again."
lots of things are in my mind recently.
unspoken words and so.
well to me people will change after time,
everyone deserve changes.
a mistake in life is something you can't change forever.
what you grab onto now isn't always there forever.
things change. people move on.
a new one, a new beginning and this cycle continue.
BUT once a wrong choice is made, you can't change it anymore.
things are done and you can't change the past at all.
history, mermories are all there.
you cry, you become emotional trying to stay happy in front of your friends and love ones.
acting like you really are happy.
but in fact you are not.
you regret everything you did, you wan to return to the past and replay every moment with the wrongs out of the past.
willing to pay any price for it.
but in the end YOU ARE STILL HERE IN 2010!
its the beginning og something new.