SWEETsuicideLOVES

Sunday, June 20, 2010
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8:32 AM
totally not in study mood.
it's totally switched off.
oMG AND tml's exam already :(
had a great fight with bro yesterday over something!
and i kind of throw his iphone on the floor.
ok well i was pissed ok.
but in the end dad still side me, because it's bro who started it.
ok well, something sweet happen yesterday.
for the second time, dad cry in front of me.
the first was when i was in my room crying, cutting myself over how wk left me, which is 3 years ago.
dad came in look at me and started breaking into tears and told me it hurts to see me like this.
and now was because he knew just how much things mean to me.
and partly because i cried too.
there are things in life which you are still unwilling to let go of,
and yet at the very moment, the thing just break in front of your eyes.
yup so this is what happen yesterday, that's why im so pissed.
all i left was just a book and memories.
photos all gone too.
i kind of reset everything, photo from com gone.
i thought i could get it in fb, but i actually deleted it from FB years ago.
(ok maybe not years lah)
and mum was like good! you made the first step.
:(
ok anyway, time for study :)
its the beginning og something new.