SWEETsuicideLOVES

Monday, August 23, 2010
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8:46 AM
was in the train, everyone was like looking at me cause tears suddenly roll down my cheek.
ok well, we broke off, i asked for it but his words did hurt as well.
well, i was expecting too much as usual.
maybe this is the time for us to really cool down and think about it ba.
wanna thank sweeboon, limbin, adeline, jane, and etc for cheering me up.
i'm going for dinner wit my two precious later on, maybe one only.
second time i come to realize, two people who are in love, being together doesnt make both happy.
trust, understanding, love and communication.
i want to thank limbin a lot he really brighten up my day.
want to go down pei me even if his back hurt a lot.
thanks ah bin :D
and for joel, ur message,
" girl cheer up, you look super happy but i know you are just wearing a mask for us to see. you are stil the same you dont show people how you feel just because you dont want people to be worried but remember this in mind we are here for you always. just because you are once hurt doesnt mean everyone will treat you the same, just because he understand you a lot doesnt mean this guy will too, never expect so much cause you are the one who will hurt both parties and you will get hurt for expecting too much from him as well. give each other time dont say break because you dont wish to get hurt , it's not fair for him as well. and please dont always try to spark people and hoping people will pamper you, everyone is not the same. stop being so ti ki wanting him to do something which will please you cause no one really know what you are thinking at time, you are someone who is hard to understand, you dont really show what you really want. maybe you are just restricting yourself from getting hurt again but do remember everyone is different."
thanks a lot brother :D
iloveyou.
its the beginning og something new.