SWEETsuicideLOVES

Tuesday, September 7, 2010
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12:22 AM
It's been so long every since I blog so late at night.
6 September 2010.
Cab down to funan I.T mall to meet dear for lunch.
Went charcoal after that for afternoon shift.
Everyone was like hey, you broke up with your boyfriend but why you look like it's nothing to you
And I was like I don't know I didn't even drop a single tear.
Maybe I'm not that into him den I thought.
Tears are not meant to be wasted like this.
I was kind of happy and I told Jane it's awesome to be single again.
And I shouted across the kitchen "freedom"!!
Lols
Shanhua sick :(
Get well soon.
Chef Adrain came, give us a briefing on comprehensive
Hmm black box again , this time round it will be anything maybe beef maybe chicken maybe fish.
Pray to god it's something I am familliar with.
Didn't eat much during break.
Donny and I back to our ownself, started talking like we used to ;)
I don't need a man who say that he loves me and all he did was just nothing bt words.
Help aarthi to beat chicken, everyone say I fierce :(
Say beat until very hard, beating c.
Lols
After charcoal, did t went home but went shisha Instead.
Along with Harold, Joseph, azmi, sft, Wilson, Donny, kart,Sujata and Jane
Gotten a bit high, shouting like it's my house.
Got super crazy when Harold , Wilson mention his name.
Like he became someone I hate.
Did talk quite a lot with Donny as well, back to the old times
Back home with Harold and Joseph and Harold told Joseph to send me home as it's late.
So sweet of him.
Played with Joseph in cab like crazy and I asked him if he have started liking me
Lol so random
And Joseph even ask me to take care for the first time.
Vomitted when I got home.
W.l saw the SMS he send me and what he say I find it quite true:"
He change his mood too fast and the things he say to u change to quickly. First was wanting u back after thats being friends and the worst of all is keep wanting to convince me that things which happened is totally my fault. Guys who have such high ego are the scariest. He thinks too highly of himself and just because of face he wants me to delete what I post."
Shanhua still the best:D
I m not sad that we ended up like this, like I say I can breath even when you aren't by my side,you are not the guy I wish I could get married to but I just miss those times we spend together maybe because I'm too used to seeing you everyday.
You care more about yourself your pride, how people look at you and all more den anything in this world.
Even when we were together, u are just thinking about yourself without even realizing it. If you really cool down, think about it. And make a better boyfriend in future.
42, the last one .
No offence!Labels: A
its the beginning og something new.