SWEETsuicideLOVES

Thursday, October 21, 2010
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8:37 AM
Just too much happened lately.
How I wish I was back to 18 September.
That night was the best night ever.
The moment I knew he liked me too and all the things we been through.
But I guess it's really over.
If I had the chance to mend my mistakes I would really trust you wouldn't leave.
There's just too much I wish to do with you.
But your no longer here.
I wish you would wan me back
I wish you would love me back
I wish we were never separated
I wish you were mine
I wish you would be my future husband
I wish you would be my soulmate
I wish I was your everything
I wish you never let me go
Cause you just mean so much to me.
You just mean the world to me
But I guess you already love your ex back and there nothing I could do to get u back.
I miss the day when u played drum for me
I miss the day when u played guitar for me
I miss you saying ilove you
I miss you saying baby I only want you
I miss your sweet talk
I miss the day when we went Clarke quake
I miss the day when we went shopping for hours for ur wallet
I miss the day when I ate ur mochi
I miss going out with you
I miss your hug
I miss your kiss
I miss holding you hand
I miss being with you
I miss you.
I miss everything we done.
But u r gone. Really gone.
How I wish I could tell u to stay and give me another chance to start over but I guess u wouldn't even bother to come back and just ask me to give up
I wouldn't give up cause I know u r all I wanted
If loving u was a mistake I never want to be right
A year, ten years, a lifetime or never will u return, I will
Wait cause I know u mean the world to me.
U told me she's just a memory u can't get over but y now things are happening this way?
How I wish I was her.
I wished u would love me
its the beginning og something new.