SWEETsuicideLOVES

Friday, October 29, 2010
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4:01 PM
ok well.
i didn't sleep the whole night just because i'm afraid i wouldnt be able to wake up the next morning, to text him.
so i kind of miss school, and also miss my facial and body massage appointment.
so i'm like rotting at home the whole day,
sleeping and also watching my drama.
eugene came over to accompany me and keep saying that i'm mad.
cause i cried and keep cursing the com (drama)
ok well.
harold, donny, darren, gerwyn, wilson and bernard went genting today,
will be coming back on sunday.
so it will be 3 days, 72hours, 4320minutes, 259200seconds.
intend to go night safari tomorrow with besties.
but all tickets fully book, expect for sunday, when i got plans on sunday lah!
when i saw the things he wrote to her ,
it used to hurt a lot but now,
can't even be bothered.
when i couldnt see him for a day,
i will miss him like hell,
but now i dont.
has my feelings faded?
or was it that i know he wouldn't be mine again?
yuan lai wo mei you xin xing zhong de na me ai ta.
maybe because at that time the both of us just broke off with our parts and are very close friends, so things get a little complicated?
mistaking this friendship for that special feeling?
maybe that applys to him, but for me that period of time i really love you a lot.
i'm sad that you have to go, but touched that you still love her so much even when she did all those things to you.
its the beginning og something new.