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Tuesday, October 26, 2010
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6:30 PM
yesterday told jane,
how i wish H and i could be like how we used to be, going out together, crap like we used to and etc but all this wouldnt happened anymore cause things have change but guess what?!
today was indeed something no one could expect.
the thing i so call wished, happened, but with a slight change ?
change as in last time we were so call couples but now as friends.
though time we had when we are so called together were little, memories did flash back.
especially those days when we went shangri-la, looking for his mum, eating with his mum and dad, and orchard for his mini wallets.
so now let me tell you about today.
lesson start late cause mentor is sick so went over to simei to meet harold at 10.30am.
after meeting him, found out that mentor went re-service so no lesson? or something like that.
so went queensway shopping centre with him to get his new specs.
thats the second time i went there with him.
as usual i cant stand the smell!
after collecting his spec, went makan and also to find his jacket for malaysia trip.
(go malaysia equal new spec, new bag, new jacket)
after that went orchard to look for his mum.
since she's working went round orchard looking for bag and food.
hmmm, he's really eating more and more.
happy people eat more ? or was it stress people eat more?
he brought me over to see the happy ending shop LOL.
(you will know what i meant by that if you are in my class)
after that went over to find his dad.
had dinner with them and his father drove me home.
ok well, i did enjoy myself.
i'm happy cause things look like the same as before,
for the like so call first time we didnt have slight argument or things which just make each other pissed,
and also he look happy today.
everything seems so peaceful when he's around.
he still mean a lot to me, like before.
how i wish, things..............,,.
ok nevermind.
stop dreaming, face the fact that he's gone
its the beginning og something new.