SWEETsuicideLOVES

Tuesday, March 8, 2011
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11:58 AM
there's just so many things happening right now as in for past few weeks and so,and it's going to explode any moment now. the craziest thing happened, things which you could never expect came true. drama are real in some parts, i guess. i really wish i could be a kid again so i wouldn't have to worry so much and to think of those things that really could make you cry.
6 march 2011
D.D drove me to work. during work george keep looking for me. don't know for what. after work D.D send me to A.M house for dinner and back home, went over to lao ba sat to meet chef ben jane donny harold and devid. oh well, ate alot. devid brought chivas to lao ba sat and like so damn HIGH CLASS, if you know what i mean. harold send me home as usual like last time he always play with the lift, don't let me go home. kind of reminds me of wk too i guess.
7 march 2011
woke up, wen t over to tampines mall to get my lenses and off to cine to meet gabriel and caileng. after that went over to taka to meet devid and off to heren to find jane harold and kartono.
walk around intending to get tickets for "my ex" but all sold out. so intended to go over to the hotel which wilson was working at to find him. once met went over to cine again to sing :D i drank about 7 cups of beer. off to kopitiam for dinner/supper. and of cause harold send me home.
8 march 2011
i'm going to be a good girl, stay at home and no drinking session for me as well, for today. see no point in drinking and get get myself drunk to forget everything like seriously so dumb. no matter how much i have been through, i have to be strong. i seriously miss clubbing it has been 2 weeks since i went and seriously i miss cyril. haven't contacted him for like 2 weeks and i really wish i could. i just don't know what to talk about, and so afraid that i might disturb him. hoping that maybe he would message me sooner or later but i guess not. like what my friends always say he's a guy you met in club, what makes you think he would be serious about you. but it doesnt really matters to me now, cause i really like him alot. he maybe not that gd looking, not that much of a mr nice guy but i just like him i feel comfortable when i'm with him somehow. i don't need him to be my guy, just wants him to be happy with his life.
its the beginning og something new.