SWEETsuicideLOVES

Thursday, July 14, 2011
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1:28 PM
Oh well, he and i really ended ,like seriously.
i couldn't take it anymore.
so humiliating !
why do i always fall for the wrong guy and both also by the name of weikang -___-
ok well the first one treated me just as a replacement,
and this so call current one, just want things his way, he have never thought of my feelings.
the words he say is hurtful, so i really decided to give up.
:)
should have listened to everyone, but as usual my stubbornness kills.
there comes a point in life where you just have to open up your both hands and let go of those thorns which you used to grab tightly with.
wish him best of luck in everything.
maybe just like what ben say for a girl you should use your brain instead of your heart.
brain to only go for the looks and money so u wouldnt suffer in future better den your heart that always hurts.
well now still not the time i guess, the right one just haven't appear yet.
focus on my study like before.
relationship is always a pain, a slow form of suicide.
this time round im not as stupid as before to wait, to cry or to even intended to die over a guy.
what's mine will be mine what's not just forget about it.
live your life the way i wanted and not being controlled.
and you will be happy the way you are.
since i can't save this relationship, at least i save my dignity !
if he's going to hit me, scold me , humilated me he's not going to be a gd husband anw.
and worst of all he dont even care, i got a cut all i get was scolding and nothing concern came out from his mouth.
oh well just my luck :)
hope he will put in more trust in this next relationship and also not to be so much of a control freak.
im sure gonna miss him a lot
its the beginning og something new.