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But I'm not wasting my time,
Over something which is not worth it.
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Wednesday, July 13, 2011 ; 10:33 AM




















OKAY well, hi im back peeps.
been busy with work lately so i didn't have much time to blog and also mainly because i forgotten my password -____-
oh well, attachment ended :D
PHEW finally ! but i do MISS my chefs, they were as close as family to me.
maybe going back shangri-la to work" still considering."
upcoming plans, waiting for my diploma in make up during september.
and oh ya too many things happened lately for example relationship ,
donny went back indonesia and also i got pushed down podium for nothing by some fat indian bitches.
kind of miss donny, his jokes his laughter and his existences he's one of the friends i had who is always there for me.
like that time when he saw me cry in class over my ex lover the sweetest thing he did was dropping down into tears and telling me as a friend it's hurts to see me like this.
LIKE SEE SO sweet of a friend.
(mainly also because of the background music wilson is playing at that perfect moment , which makes me think it's sweet )
like hey come on! which guy would cry in front of you ,cry together with u ! like so sweet la.
so drama i know haha. life is just like a drama anw.
and regrading relationship, derrick and i broke off like for real.
it's really a hard decision but there's just things which you have to let go off even if you don't wish to.
our personality just doesn't match at all.
putting two stones together is like causing fire to break out.
he's a person who wants everything his way, stubborn , protective, sensitive and high jealousy level.
with him i couldn't drink, smoke, club nor even go out or talk nor contact my guy friends.
"like hey come on , im with you u know i love you but i need a space for myself as well"
in other words, there's no space for me to explore more, meet more people and no personal space.
he's a nice guy like really, but things change somehow he started to hit me , scold me like hell control my ever single move.
which i kind of hate it.
he even ask me to fuck myself and die -...- " like what the "
so it's better to be friends or maybe not .. in case of murdering case in this relationship..
seriously which girl can stand her guy hitting her ~ like so ungentleman la !
and ok i admit it's partly my fault too BECAUSE IM STUBBORN and also because i have more guy friends den girls.
but look this world isn't about mixing with your own kind! lady and man both are human .
im not willing to change for a guy and lose all my friends because of one, cause if you leave i will be left with nothing..
and talking about change, changing for a person wouldn't last. you will be happy like ,maybe the both of you, if you both just could accept each other for who u really are.
not talking only about looks but also over the things you do.
who wants to be with someone who is faking things out.
i would rather be with someone who is him , himself and not someone i wanted him to be.
AND I SERIOUSLY HATE PEOPLE WHO SAY THAT IM FLIRTING when im just talking.
how i talk ,the way i talk is like that ,straight forward, hack care and i love playing around but that doesn't mean i'm flirting.
somehow it's really hard for me to let go of him, he's like the second one.
but what done has to be done. who say you have to be with the one you love.
i think he will be happier this way, i hope he will.
controling ,controling myself from not messaging him.
thats all for now,
:)

its the beginning og something new.

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year of the MONKEY.
diploma in culinary
 diploma in make up(soon to be)
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